Loops - Good luck for today. FX

Melttc - don't give up yet. As we know, all of the symptoms you are feeling are completely inconclusive and could mean any variety of things.

Lairdoz - our clinic reluctantly allowed us to transfer two embryos last cycle. Their policy is to always recomend a single transfer, but if you are over 37 and have done previous cycles they will consider it. Our embies were all strong blasties, hence their hesitation, but in the end it didn't make any difference this time round.

AFM - Was feeling very down on the weekend, but am coping okay now. Got very angry with DH, who just seems to think that we should give up, while I think we haven't given IVF a proper chance yet. We've only done one stimulation cycle and two FET cycles, and while I realise that at some point we will have to make a decision about when we should stop. I do not believe that that time is now.

I am still a little too emotional to broach the topic with DH - I know that it would end up with me in tears and unable to talk about it in a rational way, so I think I'll wait until next weekend.

I am also thinking that perhaps we will change clinics... we are currently with RPA and while the nurses have been lovely, the fact that they only do EPU and embryo transfers on weekdays means that they really manipulate your cycles. They are also loath to do any extra testing until we have done three stimulated cycles!!!

Sydney IVF seems the logical move, but the fees are soooooo high *sigh*

Much to think about.