Hi Everyone, hope you are having a smooth and easy Wed morning.

It’s been a while, so while I’m going to attempt some persies, I know that there will be many that I have missed, so I apologise in advance.....

Willi – omg!!!! Love logging in to see such WONDERFUL news. I wish you an amazing journey in your pregnancy and beyond.

Loops – I’m sorry hun that the witch arrived. You are such a positive and determined person, I know that by hook or by crook you will get there in the end, whether it be via natural or ivf measures or adoption. It is good to hedge your bets.

Teirae – Wow, you must have left home in the middle of the night like a stealth ninja on a mission to be in the waiting room by 9. It’s hard to say when EPU will be, it depends on your reaction to the stims I guess. In my experience, I have started stims approx 8 days after starting suppression, stimmed for about 9/10 days and then trigger and then EPU 36 hours after that. Hope your appt went smoothly today.

JBM – Happy jabbing, I’m sure it will all come back to you, like riding a bike! I noticed you said embies, does that mean you are planning on transferring 2 this time if all goes well?

N2L – Where are you up to? Hope you are finding plenty of distractions. Are you switching to medicated FET now? 9mm lining isn’t too far off is it?

Happybaby – Good to hear from you hun. I hope you are feeling a little better. I hope your test results are OK. Take good care of yourself, June will be here before you know it.

Saffy – How are you going? I just saw your post in the 2ww, I'm so sorry, it’s so very tough, especially when your body is giving you such crossed signals. Maybe another opinion is a good idea. I hope you get some time out to nurture yourself through this tough time. Take care, thinking of you today.....

Smejam – Welcome, and good luck with your jabbing too. I hope all went smoothly on your first round of jabbing.

Kass – Yay for a smooth transfer. I find that one of the most stressful parts about it, the whole full bladder thing stresses me out. I hope your little embie is making him/herself at home.

Blossum – Hope you are doing OK. How is your furbaby doing?

Elocin and Albi – I hope you are managing to keep your sanity in your 2ww’s

Whew! I hope that's everyone, Hi to anyone I have missed.

AFM - *Warning* Cranky pants post...
Have been feeling quite numb after my M/C. Well not really numb, but angry more than sad. I am so sick of all this but don't want to give up. I am going for karyotype (genetic/chromosone) testing this week to see if there is a particular reason that I have had 2 m/c's in 6 months.
A friend said last week was trying to be helpful by saying that I will probably get pg when I relax and forget about it all. Oh yeah, sometime over the last 4.5years, endless appt's, hundreds of pills, dozens of U/sounds and 100's of needles, 3 EPU's, 5 trfrs, 2 m/c's ,2 Laparoscopies... I forgot to relax, that'll do it! Stupid me!!!! Why didn't I think of that!! I know people mean well and don't know what to say, but I am so sick of it and I could have paid off 1/2 my ivf if I had a dollar for everytime someone said that to me or felt they had to list everyone they ever met who had successful ivf. I shall be saying boo to noone from now on. Next time if someone asks me when I am going to have another one and will say no and just leave it at that and not feel like I should have to justify myself.

I think DH has pretty much given up on all this and has pretty much said he has no faith in the whole process which has been pretty upsetting for me. I still have 5 frosties and don't want to give up just yet. Hopefully nothing is found in the testing and it's just rotten luck that we've had.

Am still waiting for first AF and will start OCP then, shouldn't be too far off now.
Good news, from the Lap I had done at the same time as curette, FS found that my Endo had calmed down considerably which is fantastic. I have been on Light and Easy for 3 weeks now and have lost about 3.5kgs so that has got to help. Hopefully by next cycle I will have a few less kg's to help improve my chances.

Sorry for the down post, just had to get all that out.... aaah, feeling a bit better now. Thanks for listening chickies.