Hi ladies,
miss K & JBM thank you for your kind thoughts

marcellus- thank you and i will take your advice ,it seems to be getting hard each time i hit that wall, and you are right, I dont really have anyone to talk to about things that are happening,but have found that BB is a wonderful place , with the best girls in the world.

Renee- thankyou for sharing you story with me.. it meant a lot.

Loops12- thanks for the encouragement... im hanging in there. stronger by the day

Everyone else i have missed, thank you too...

well update time: I am in the to hard basket!! but hey we not giving up without a fight!!
My FS doesnt want to change my treatment plan, he said that we have pretty well, got as far as one can get...
but he is doing the AMH test ... ( Anti mullein hormone ) to see how that egg reserve of mine is atm. he also agreed to allow me to have a back to back treatment, as i have no possible chance of OHS. he also talked about considering a donor egg op also.
Hubby and i have talked about this over the past few days, and we are thinking give it one last try, if we still get the same outcome this time around maybe we should stop banging our heads against the brick wall , and maybe get on with life. so fingers crossed that the AMH test comes back good and theres still some little eggies left hey