Hi Ladies,
Firstly Loops, I am so sorry hon.......i will keep praying that your little miracle comes your way very soon....... I don't know if this is anything you can think about..but a friend of mine who did IVF a few years ago..took a second morgage out on her house to do her cycles she got pregnant after 3 stim cycles and 4 FET...it eases the financial strain when you can do something like that and then just add a little extra to the house repayments.....

to everyone else i hope you are doing well in your cycles and good luck.....

Me, well i need a little rant............

As you all know things had been progressing well up until i saw a bit of brown spotting...went in for Bt #3 today 2905!! Also had ultrasound to see the gestational sac and guess what........NO SAC!
I can't stop thinking why is this happening to me!! Firstly you go through all this crap to get pregnant and you stress over DH sperm quality, egg quality..number of eggs collected..2 / 3 day or blast transfer?....and what do i do to make it stick...all these decisions just to get that BFP!! then when you finally do..its another ****ed up rollercoaster all over again ..only this time will my levels be normal..do i have enough progesterone to support this pregnancy...will my betas double? and now Where The HELL is the SAC !! Is it too early...all the research i have done leads me back to " theres just something wrong with me"...i am so tired and frustrated will all of this and as happy as you are when you see that BFP..it can easily just come crashing down on you....Is there a sac? when we finally see one, will there be a foetus? or will it be empty? Oh, it just goes on and on...make it stop pleeeeeeese!
Sorry for the rant ladies..but again i am so bummed out! I need a hug!