Thank you so much ladies for all your advise and support- I knew you would understand and make me feel better. I really appreciate everything. Your words have been so kind and lovely. I think just a break from B'Ding may be good - well at least for a few days lol. I'll try not to get too bogged down in O'ing etc and just try enjoy life - huh if I can.
I will also have a chat to my step-mum who is a councellor or may even try and see another councellor - esp if things continue this way. Thanks again.

Goodluck ladies, for you all!!! xoxo