umm... message has got confused somewhere.... my EPU is on for tomorrow morning thanks for asking though I'll definitely be in here sometime tomorrow (albiet a little bit drugged and groggy from my cold I imagine!)

feeling like my ovaries are going to explode... and I guess with 6 - 7 follicles at about 2cm diameter, it is a lot of extra pressure on the surrounding organs.... feel like I'm going to the loo every hour... and I'm SURE some people at work think I'm UTD already.... little do they know... just wish I could keep my mouth shut and not insinuate anything!!! unfortunately the longer we are TTC the harder it is getting to not say "well... if I am here by then".... "unless there's some reason not to be here" or some other stupid comment.....
(seriously... how do women keep pregnancy quiet for 12 weeks anyway!!!!!!

for n2l - I'm sorry you are in this place, it sucks, and while trying to think of something empathetic and supportive, I have come up with.... nothing.... I can't think of anything helpful to say, cause it is a yuck place you are in.
we all know how easy it is to be hurt by things on BB threads - few people on BB say things that are designed to hurt, but it does feel like things are "in your face" sometimes.
and yet... you were able to look after us and allow us to remain hopeful - that is so respectful - it's hard to be genuine when you have mixed feelings. A lot of people would not be able to do that - but respect seems to be a defining feature of bellybelly and you are a model of BB support for everyone. thankyou.
Glad to see you around again though - you are an asset all over BB and while we hope you get a surprised BFP, we really wish you all the best and strength with whatever happens or whatever you decide.