N2L, thanks hunni. I am sorry too, that you find yourself in this situation Each time I hold my fingers and toes crossed and hope for the best outcome for you. I hope that one day you'll get your happy ending. I won't say I know how you feel, but I just wanted to say that I can imagine how hard it would be to be happy for others when you yourself haven't got the same good news. You are one truly gracious, supportive and beautiful woman. I thank you so much for your support, and I hope I can do the same for you. Big hugs gorgeous
Lilmisshaveachat, I was under the understanding that the transfer day is same as ovulation day? So DPT is the same as DPO.....If I am wrong, then I first tested after the trigger was out of my system on 10 dpo. I counted it as 8dpo I had a day 2 embie put back in. In the past, I've gone with day 5 & 6. GL for your test hun!
Myturn, I don't know how I got my wires crossed Sorry hun! In any case, GL for your EPU tomorrow, will have everything crossed for you
Hi to everyone, GL to everyone wherever you are in your cycle for this week.
Evening All! Sounds like lots of positives going on in here...funny how we wait, then there's this flutter of info, then another wait.
MissB - i am having a sneaky smile for you too from this side of the screen, it would be wonderful to see a BFP on the list
KearBear, Amy and Lisy (and the other's who've reassured me!) - thanks for confirming my magic unplanned boob job isn't imagined. It's good for me given i'm normally strugglin to fill a B cup so despite the tenderness it's awesome
KearBear well done on the "final countdown" & LiseyT, night shift then early morning US, you must be exhausted. Hope it showed some good follies for you.
myturn - I'm singing the Annie song "Tomorrow" thinking of your EPU. Hope it goes smoothly and there are lots of good healthy eggies. Will you get any sleep tonight?? Hope so, you definitely need it with the sickness
Vic - Am singing Annie for you too, hope your appointment goes well xx
AFM - Nothing new. Bruised this morning with the orgalutran. Weird as i thought i had found that sweet spot, though maybe it decided it didn't like being *****ed anymore! Had a work colleauge tell me "secretly" she's 9weeks pregnant today. My heart skipped a beat, i was really excited for her but she proceeded to tell me that she and DH had been trying for 3 months and she was getting worried. Ah! Hello??? 3 months is like a dream conception right?? Grr. Shouldn't complain though as she's unaware of my IVF path at present, she's all innocent and beautiful and really if it goes to plan, it will be lovely to be pregnant at work with her.
Thinking of you all each morning as i drive to work. It's so nice to know that we're not alone in this don't you think.
xx
thanks kimbe... last time i barely slept the night before, but this time I think I feel so crap I will pass out in a couple of hours and have trouble waking up!!.... now to convince hubby to go buy me a mcflurry first....
oh.... and did I mention I sing, and have actually BEEN in Annie
I think of you all often while driving too! Seriously agree, I didn't realise how alone I was feeling in this journey, and now I know that there are people who really DO understand.... thanks girlies...
ps... miss B.... no necessary.... it's SOOO hard to keep on top of everything in here! we are SOOOOOOOO busy! it's freaky!
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: (apparently McFlurry is NOT on the agenda.... well.... I guess I didn't need it anyway.... ;) )
I have been reading all your post and comments to me and I am sorry I have only done persists here and there I am working on my presentation for Friday and can only afford small timeframes of distraction, as much as I would live more cause I have so many of you to write to.
I will be spending about an hour or do Friday doing all my persists for all you wonderful supportive ladies xo
Firstly, hello and thnkyou for ll you positive energiy and thoughts.
Today US went well, EPU scheduled for 3/2/12 8am. did trigger at 8pm before work and am currently sitting at the nurses station with a warm blanket on my crampy tummy desperately hoping none of these kiddies need anything tonight.
Good news=
Have 20 follies bigger then 10mm and 10 follies bigger than 14mm, hoping for a decent amount based on that.
Bad news=
Progesterone too high at the moment for a ET so will probably end up ahving to wait a month and do a FET.
Kimbe- exhausted!! finished work at 8am, got to clinic at 9:30 and didn't get home until 11:30. Then was paranoid that clinic would call and cancel based on low oestrogen (in the 12000's, so safe there) levels, so didn't sleep great anyway. I always thought orgal hurt the most- feels like needle is blunt and almost hd to talk myself into to pushing it harder. 3mths.... Is she kidding? good news for her but we all hate her!!!! I am sure you will be joining her soon though xxx
Myturn- thinking of you today- hope you get the numbers you are after. avatar is super cute- i havent been able to figure out how to do them yet
Vic- GL with FS today xx
hi to everyone else
N2L- wanted to say that as wonderfully supportive this forum has been for me, that I too struggle sometimes with the optimism that goes on. My DH tells me that I never ever think of the positives and always expect the worse- have to keep reminding him, that my life seems to pretty much fit the category of worst possible outcome. I think though, that unfortunately we are all well aware of not being too excited and knowing that at anystage things could go from good to bad (or BFP-BFN), because otherwise we would all have fallen preg naturally and have no need for an IVF forum. anyway, you're not alone and whether you want to sit back and not chat or need to tell us how unfair the world is... we are here.
Hi Ladie just a really quick one wishing Miss B luck though Im sure she doesnt need it for het BT. To those ladies who are feeling down I totally understand where you are coming from...been struggling since yeserday when a friend announced ....not another one... a baby due in August 4 in 5 years!! All i could think was you dont have to put yours on a payment plan honey! Oh well our day will come hopefully..FX for everyone. Off to bed im exhausted 1st week of teaching. Night night beautiful ladies xx
Myturn, thinking of you hun & have everything crossed for ya! Had the funniest dream about you last night...you were sending us all a GL message on your mobile and it was a spinning flat disc on the floor! How funny
Liseyt, great follie numbers but bugger about the progesterone! I'm sorry you have to wait
Naomi, thanks hunni, still so nervous I don't know why! I think I'm dreading that if it's positive it might not be a strong positive seeing the line was not getting darker like it did last time for me (I'm saying 'was' as I haven't tested since Tuesday ).
Bee, thanks sweetie Your friend sounds like she's a bit of a control freak......right on August 4?
Hi girls,
just an update, sorry no persies as i have to rush off but will try and do some tonight or tomorrow! Good luck to everyone in tww and waiting for epus, transfers etc!
I had a BT yesterday to check I wasn't starting to ovulate early and of course i was so I have started orgalutron.
Had my scan today and have only 7 potential follies so a bit disappointed about that but nothing I can do. EPU booked in for next Tuesday (hooray finally) and transfer Friday if there aren't many and have to do a day3, or Sunday if I get some blastys. This is good news as its a friend's hens do Saturday and I didn't want to miss it! Guess I"m back on the rollercoaster!
Well done myturn, fertilize little eggies!!!!!!
Well I am waiting for my FS to call back as it seems I am out of the tww (it had only been a week for me) as I started bleeding this morning with severe cramping, sorry for tmi. So It seems AF is now appearing at day 22of my cycle, every month just gets worse. I am a mess today and I have so much work to do I am sitting on the couch with the sorest tummy and realizing that meds will probably start again tomorrow :-(
Oh kerbear so sorry sweetness - totally sucks - have a good cry - this cycle has surely been crap for you - the only thing I guess is that the FS may have learnt abut more about how your body responds to things. But it's hard to feel positive about it when your body isn't doing what you want.
Kerbear, I'm so sorry hun, that totally sucks. Sending you lots of love and lots of Wish I could say something to make you feel better
Take it easy hun xoxox
Each time I hold my fingers and toes crossed and hope for the best outcome for you. I hope that one day you'll get your happy ending. I won't say I know how you feel, but I just wanted to say that I can imagine how hard it would be to be happy for others when you yourself haven't got the same good news. You are one truly gracious, supportive and beautiful woman. I thank you so much for your support, and I hope I can do the same for you. Big hugs gorgeous 
I had a day 2 embie put back in. In the past, I've gone with day 5 & 6. GL for your test hun!
Sorry hun! In any case, GL for your EPU tomorrow, will have everything crossed for you 
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