Hello Ladies,
Thank you for the warm welcome it literally brought tears to my eyes how people can be so caring of someone they have never met before. It really made my day reading your posts!

Well DH apologised and every thing is OK now. I did end up going to the baby store and seeing my new niece twice. The store was ok we my DH's cousin so I was sort of distracted by the conversation and not worrying to much about the store which was great! The first day when we saw my niece it was lovely, the next day it was harder.
I was also 3 days late for AF so I did get my hopes up and did not 1 but 4 pg tests and all negative I spoke to the FS yesterday and he advised that Gonal can lenghten the cycles... This morning well AF came to say hello so on cd6 im going to be on 150 of gonal and back for a US on cd 13.

Coral - Yes it isn't much fun having to get the OK from the cops and department of human services. Yep need to get a check from the child protection agency.... Oh the joy.. not that I have anything to be worried about but its all the waiting.

I hope everyone else is well, and thank you once again