Oneday - so sorry to hear this cycle wasnt the one You are always welcome here but of course i wish you werent (you know what i mean) Yeah its been a 5hitty year for a lot of us, cant wait to say "good riddence 2010....bring on 2011" For the last 6 years i've been saying "well, NEXT year will be our year"....but every year comes around and its the same ole crap!! DH & I are finally reaching a point where things HAVE to change somehow soon, and if that means jumping off this ivf nightmare rollercoaster...then thats what we will have to do, 2011 will be the decider!! (bit scary )

nicoleh - 13 embryos is brilliant!! I'm so jealous....thats more than i've have over 5 stimulated cycles in the last 2 years! You are a super-dooper little egg machine (cluck cluck )

Well, i'm going for epu on friday with 3 lousy pathetic follicles...its the same ole story! My body has been fairly consistent over the years only getting 2-4 eggs but luckily they usually always fertilise and i always make it to transfer so i'm happy with that. Unfortunately my body is also consistent with miscarrying...i live in fear each time that i will lose the next pregnancy. I have told DH that if i m/c again then that will definitely be the end for us, we just cant keep putting ourselves through the heartache of, not only ivf cycle after cycle, but then m/c after m/c.....its just tooooo heartbreaking & soul destroying.
Anyway, am trying to just focus on the present moment and keep positive for this cycle.

have a great day ladies
Yogi xxx