Oneday - so sorry to hear this cycle wasnt the one You are always welcome here but of course i wish you werent (you know what i mean) Yeah its been a 5hitty year for a lot of us, cant wait to say "good riddence 2010....bring on 2011" For the last 6 years i've been saying "well, NEXT year will be our year"....but every year comes around and its the same ole crap!! DH & I are finally reaching a point where things HAVE to change somehow soon, and if that means jumping off this ivf nightmare rollercoaster...then thats what we will have to do, 2011 will be the decider!! (bit scary )
nicoleh - 13 embryos is brilliant!! I'm so jealous....thats more than i've have over 5 stimulated cycles in the last 2 years! You are a super-dooper little egg machine (cluck cluck )
Well, i'm going for epu on friday with 3 lousy pathetic follicles...its the same ole story! My body has been fairly consistent over the years only getting 2-4 eggs but luckily they usually always fertilise and i always make it to transfer so i'm happy with that. Unfortunately my body is also consistent with miscarrying...i live in fear each time that i will lose the next pregnancy. I have told DH that if i m/c again then that will definitely be the end for us, we just cant keep putting ourselves through the heartache of, not only ivf cycle after cycle, but then m/c after m/c.....its just tooooo heartbreaking & soul destroying.
Anyway, am trying to just focus on the present moment and keep positive for this cycle.
oh yogi bear you are a very inspirational women! 6 yrs of this crap and your still going, you deserve a baby so much to go through so many yrs of heartache and iv only been doing it for 1 yr and im nearly ready to give up! My DH and i have talked about one more STIM cycle then doing a STIM cycle with donor sperm, im not sure how my DH will feel if it ever comes to this but we have talked about it so thats a good thing but i can see how much it crushes him. Have you and your DH discussed this or is he not your infertility problem? I wish you so much luck for this EPU and i really do hope you get your much deserved baby xxxx
Afm im booked in for monday to see my FD to discuss my cycle and my next cycle (cant do another STIM till i see him) I know its quick but i want to get it out of the way so i can enjoy xmas and be ready for another STIM in january if i get in. I have a question, i think i had a mild case of OHSS after i had my STIM cycle but went away after 4 days but today i have the same pains again?? my nurse told me if i was to get pg that OHSS can flare back up but im not pg so can the symptoms also come back when you get your period? (i have AF now)
oneday - hugs, I am sorry to hear this was not your cycle. Its always so dissappointing, take care and look after yourself. Good luck with your fs appt and its a good thing you & DH have discussed donor sperm. We have had the donor talk in our house too and we are prepared to go down that road if we have to.
yogi - good luck for Fri, its such a frustrating ride this ivf isn't it. Have they ever been able to give you a reason as to the m/c's?
hope everyone else is doing well
afm - still a bit sore, should get another report from the scientist today. fx for Sat.
You are always welcome here but of course i wish you werent (you know what i mean) Yeah its been a 5hitty year for a lot of us, cant wait to say "good riddence 2010....bring on 2011" For the last 6 years i've been saying "well, NEXT year will be our year"....but every year comes around and its the same ole crap!! DH & I are finally reaching a point where things HAVE to change somehow soon, and if that means jumping off this ivf nightmare rollercoaster...then thats what we will have to do, 2011 will be the decider!! (bit scary
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