Hi ladies

I did another test even before I'd woken up properly this morning and it's not a dream, I'm still UTD and the line was darker than the previous two days! Porsche - I think I'll stop at this one, although I am tempted to do a few more lol. I tried to figure out my due date and I think it's Thurs 25 November as we conceived on Thurs 4 March. I think you count 38 weeks from conception date...does anyone know if this is right? I know they usually say 40 weeks, but I think that's counting from the first day of your last period. I O'd on day 19 so it's a bit more than 2 weeks. Anyway, I guess the FS will tell me. I'm going to see him in 6 weeks and he'll do a scan then so I'm everything is OK. I've booked into to see an Ob 2 days later (I've had him picked for the whole time we've been TTC so it's nice to make a legit appointment!).

DH is still shocked. As you know when you've been trying for so long you kinda expect disappointment each month, so now it's hard to get our heads around that this is happening.

Don't know how I'm going to keep this a secret for the next 12 weeks. I told my yoga teacher and she surprised me by saying she thought I was UTD on Sunday morning in class because I was a bit 'out of it' - I didn't even know at this stage!

And it won't be long to Keli, Bec, Rhi and everyone else who pops into this thread will be joining Tammara, Porsche and me. It's gotta happen, it just has to! Laps, clomid, IVF...they are all little miracle workers that give us that helping hand we need.

Keli - hope the clomid craziness doesn't affect you too much in the next round. GL!

Bec - I completely understand where you are coming from. Trust your instincts and if it feels like all the testing is interfering too much then see if there is another option. I think one of the reasons we conceived this month is because we made a real effort to relax around O time - lots of massages for each other and trying to reduce stress etc.

Rhi - hope AF isn't too nasty when she arrives - stay strong :-)

And hello to everyone else - good luck anyone to in the 2ww.