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Thanks all - technically I think I am 18dpo and with a HCG of 167, so technically pregnant. I didnt ask what my progesterone level was they just said it was low, and that I shouldn't get my hopes up - especially because I've had a bleed. I don't know but I wasn't feeling encouraged by the nurse who rang me - I think she needs a better phone manner :shakehead:
Hey ladies,
yoggibear how stupid am i that i didnt get my levels i was in too much shock i think, the nurse just said considering the test was done 2 days early my levels were really good. and the nurse made an appointment for the 14th july for our first ultrasound and she said i wud be 7 weeks so that wud make me 4 weeks now??
Lisa B i havnt really had anything different except that all my pains dissapeared for 4 days but then have slightly returned, iv had a little bit of spotting today but just hoping that its nothing and embie stays put. A nd it goes to show i had no idaea i was pregnant, no feeling and no signs and it turned out i was.
Goodluck everyone for BFP's, and i will keep you posted xxx
ME 23 & DH 25
ICSI
STIM #1 BFN
FET #2 BFN
FET #3 BFP :)
:cry:Wow - what a day it's been in here.
Terry and LMM - I'm so sorry for you. That sucks, that sucks that sucks. I really don't know what else to say. My thoughts are truly with you both and hoping that after a really good cry (or several) you can dust yourselves off and keeping trying. I'm so sorry! :hug:
Oneday 86 - nice work girl! Can't believe the turnaround in 24 hours.
Lairdoz - twins! I don't know whether to congratulate or shake my head - just kidding - that's fantastic news! Keep us posted on how many are in there.
T4AF - well it's as good as official now. Yay!!
Congratulations to all 3 of you lovely BFPers :confetti:
Lisa - I know how you are feeling. These expectations and this waiting aaarrrggghhh. Thanks for the group hug - it was sooo needed. You seem like a very positive person util now, so I'm hoping you'll feel better tomorrow
Minime - not more bleeding - what's going on??? How are you feeling now? This must be killing you - I really hope you are coping ok :hug:
Buggirl - congratulations on your bfp - sorry I don't understand all the numbers myself.
Yogi - how are you feeling in this waiting waiting waiting game?
AFM - I've got this kind of full, bloaty feeling. A bit worried because last time I had a lot of blood in my uterus but in the wrong place, if that makes sense. When the emby implanted it slightly damaged a blood vessel and it bled into my uterus, and it feels kind of the same. But maybe (hopefully) I'm just thinking that. No other symptoms AT ALL. DH has had a few days off so have been very busy and distracted.
BT Dates:
Oneday86 - 26 June BFP :thumbsup:
Terry - 26 June BFN :cry:
Littlemissmoo - 22 June BFN :cry:
Lairdoz - 26 June BFP (twins?) :thumbsup:
Timeforafamily - 25 June (POAS Positive)
Kaybee - 25 June
Lisa - 30 June
mumoncemoreplease - 1 July
Yogi - 2 July
Hi all,
I needed that group hug too.
Just feels so unfair that some of us get positives and some of us have to go it again. Terry :hug: and LittleMM :hug: hope you are back in here soon with better results next time. I hardly know you but feel so torn that this time hasn't been the one for you. Hope you have lots of support out of cyber land as well and that you both can feel OK and be nice and ready for your next tries. Sending my love.
Lairdoz - congrats, sounds like a real goer that little embie or 2.
MiniMe - I agree with Kaybee, just hang in there girl. You got the mumbo-jumbo roller coaster of us all. Hope you can distract yourself a bit.
Kaybee - I'm glad you have had some distractions. Hope this emby has landed away from those blood vessels and is behaving itself quite well
oneday86 - Congrats and sticky vibes. Excitement +++ for you. And I suppose at 7pm you can't just pick up the phone and get those HCG numbers. Will be waiting for them.
Buggirl - sorry to hear about the nurse. Sounded like she didn't help your situation. The worse bit is that you are still waiting, waiting sux, but it also means you are still in with a chance. fingers crossed for you my dear.
Good luck to those I haven't persied.
Lairdoz I'm so happy for you sweetie and if its twins then double the joy. Hope that the next 8 months treat you well.
I'd like to thank all of you for your kind words and I truly belive that you girls understand the pain I'm feeling at the moment more than my friends as you are all expereincing or have expereinced similar things. I have had a good cry with my beuatiful kind DH and also been to the gym which helps me releive stress. So today is another day and the beginning of the healing process that will lead to my next cycle.
Good luck to the lovely ladies still awaiting their results
Hey ladies just rang the nurse as im still spotting a little :( im a little worried as my prgesterone level has been low both previous cycles. i asked what my levels were and my HCG was 70 which was 2 days prior to the original BT. My progesterone level was 30 which she said is on the border line. Im having another blood test tomorrow to check levels but it dosnt really sound too good does it, with the spotting and low progesterone level and im on max of 4 pessaries a day? To see how excited my hubby was last night and to hear our families screaming with excitment on the phone i would be devastated if we lost it! im trying to stay positive but its so hard when your so used to being let down. Well fingers crossed xx
Terry - I completely agree, it's really the ladies in here who get how hard it is to keep going month after month. I wish you all the luck in the world :)
oneday86 - Not sure if this has been mentioned before, but putting the pessaries in the back rather than the front can increase absorption and help maintain levels if this helps. How many dpo was your 70? It's a good level to indicate the embie is having a red-hot go at implanting. I sooo feel where you are as it's hard when others are so excited but we know far too much information which makes the process so stressful. I hope tomorrow brings you the news you need with those progesterone levels rising along with the HCG !!
Just a quick one (I'm at work). Have had a tiny bit of spotting and some pains there today. Feeling very very let down. :shakehead:
[QUOTE=Kaybee;2361871 AFM - I've got this kind of full, bloaty feeling. [/QUOTE]
I had that full bloaty feeling from about a week after ET - it was like I couldn't breath in (which I usually do to create the 'flat' look we're all after!!) - and that resulted in my BFP. I didn't really have any other symptoms during the TWW other than some cramping and sharp pains (which have almost all gone - I'm now 5wks & 5 days). So, I'm hoping yours is the same full bloaty feeling as mine!! Fingers crossed!
(I'm still lurking because I feel more attached here than in the pregnancy forum (hope you girls don't mind))
Hi again,
I'm home alone briefly so will get it out now while no-ones here. Have been spotting all day (i think that's what you'd call it - warning TMI - bit of blood when I wipe and a little bit in my knickers - I warned you). And still this feeling that I can't really describe - bloaty, tight maybe. I rang the nurse who said to come in for a BT tomorrow which will be only 7 days post transfer (5 day blast). She said it will give us an idea either way. Why why why why can't I just have a normal cycle where I do all the things I'm supposed to do and my body helps grow a lovely little bub??? Why does it all have to be so damned unfair. :wall:
Mum 2 be - thanks for your story - I'm obviously hoping and praying things will work out but I just know that this isn't supposed to happen and can't be good. :pray:
The nurse said that if I was pregnant but had low progesterone it is usually an indication that the pg wasn't going to last. I asked about taking more progesterone (I only do 2 pessaries a day) and she said that it would boost my level but often only delays the inevitable. Sorry to anyone else who is in the same situation!!
Anyway, I won't get ahead of myself, but, like terry said, you chicks know how it feels and what it all means more than anyone else
BTW - sorry for the sad face at the start of my last post - it was an accident!
Hi guys,
I just thought i'd come on and let you all know that I had a m/c. My numbers had plummeted to 2000 today and I have been told to go off the progesterone. I'm going to take a break from BB for the moment and I will be trying again in a month or so. I hope that when I come back all of you have moved on to bigger and better things.
Wish all of you the best...
MiniMe i'm so very sorry :hug: this is such a cruel cruel journey some of us have to travel. i understand the heartbreak of m/c too, its pure black hole stuff. Take time to grieve and hold yourselves tighter. We are all here for you anytime. Thinking of you sweetheart. xxx
Minime - I am so, so sorry to hear your news as I have been waiting to see how you were going. You have had a tough ride in the last weeks, I cannot put into words how sorry I am that you have had to go through this. I'm glad you already feel the strength to come back and will be watching you :comfort:
Hi Ladies,
I'm sorry to hear that some of you are having a really hard time.
Minime - :hug: I'm so devastated for you and I know there's nothing that I can say that will take the pain away. Just know that I'm thinking of you.
Kaybee - thinking of you hunnie, you must be really anxious right now. I hope it's an implantation bleed and the embie is just digging in. I'm sure that BT can't come quick enough. I hope it's good news for you.
Mum-2-be - nice to have some lurkers and know that people are thinking of us even though they have moved on.
Oneday - crossing my fingers for you that all will be okay this time. Plenty of women get implantation bleeding and it could just be that.
Terry - take care hunnie, I'm glad your DH is a really kind fella and gives you the support you need right now.
Hi to the other ladies.
AFM: well I hope I"m digging myself out of my black hole of emotions. I was feeling a bit more upbeat this afternoon. Still totally consumed with my body and find myself poking my .y. to see if I have any potential symptoms. Anyhow anything that I even feel remotely could be written off to crinone as I'm very sensitive to progesterone.
Lairdoz i have seen people mention about putting pessaries in the bottom but my nurses have never mentioned this to me? so im worried to do it??
Does anyone know why 4 pessaries is the max you can take? i think if your levels arnt high enough obviously you need it, dosn't make sense to me!
Lisab i thought it may may implantation bleeding but once your pregnant has this already happened?
Minime im so sorry to hear the news :( i truly hope your okay, lots of hugs your way xx
ME 23 & DH 25
ICSI
STIM #1 BFN
FET #2 BFN
FET #3 BFP
Hi oneday86
If you have a suppository in hospital, they are usually rectal as this gives a better absorption than vaginally. You won't get anywhere near as much leakage, although that's not to say it's enjoyable putting it in your bottom! My nurses never mentioned it to me either, but if you ask them (such an enjoyable topic) I think you'll find some people who have to take them during the day prefer to do it this way given the lack or minimisation of leakage.
Hope everyone is surviving and GL to those coming up to their BT's
AFM - I have another BT on Tuesday so an hanging in here a bit. I think you all know what it's like as it feels like you are always waiting for something to go wrong. Wouldn't it be nice to just take an HPT then just sail through to 12 week scan without a second thought?
Hi Ladies,
Had BT today (2 days early because I've had some bleeding). Im in that grey area again and have to test again on Monday. This has happened twice before so I know that on Monday it will be neg. My Hcg was only 10 which is still really low even taking into consideration that it's 2 days early. So, once again something has happened in there, but sadly, not enough. I hope that this time my FS might start looking further into why. There's obviously something wrong in there. I really thought this time would be it.:crying:
BT Dates:
Oneday86 - 26 June BFP
Terry - 26 June BFN
Littlemissmoo - 22 June BFN
Lairdoz - 26 June BFP (twins?)
Timeforafamily - 25 June (POAS Positive)
Kaybee - 28 June
Lisa - 30 June
mumoncemoreplease - 1 July
Yogi - 2 Jul
I'm at work at the moment, so sorry I haven't done personals.
I'm freaking out right now as I too have some bleeding. I have a history of short luteal phase and was taking pessaries to over come this for the last 6 months or so. I kept on asking if the crinone was going to be strong enough to hold me and they kept on saying yes. I should have insisted on the pessaries. I just know my period will be here tomorrow, just 8dpt.
I spoke to the nurse who said that if it's brown (which it is) then it is probably just crinone clearing out old blood. But I once had break through bleeding on pessaries and it started off the same way. Apparantely all I can do is wait until tomorrow?? WTF?? I feel like I need to know now.
I was even taking my temperature the last few mornings to check for signs of impending period. This morning is was 36.73C and usually I don't get my period until at around 36.65C or so. I guess there's not really much difference and the crinone is probably keeping it up a bit higher.
Okay, I'll just try and breathe..
Hey ladies after cramping and slightly heavier bleeding today i thought the nurse was going to tell me it had failed but when i got the call my HCG level has more then doubled to 178 and my progesterone has increased to 40!! im having another BT on monday to see how things are still going, im so releaved im still prgnant but im still soooo scared!!! the nurse said the bleeding and pains could be the placenta forming???
I asked my nurse about inserting the pessaries in the bum and she had never heard of it but said she would check with the DR but i forgat to check when she called but she said it could make sense as there are lots of blood vessels up there.
Kaybee-im sorry but dont lose hope miracles do happen, dont give up xx
Lisa B- Stay positive i know its hard, sending hugs xx
oneday - wow, good news so far!! I hope to hear more of it. I completely understand that you are scared. Sorry hun, I had to have a little laugh when you talked to the nurse about pessaries up the bum. That must have been a hard topic to broach. Before I understood that the woman at my FS front counter was a PA and not a nurse I told her TMI a few months back. I told her that the FS really needed to call me because I had blood on my panty liner (my last break through incident). DP can't look at her with a straight face anymore. :redface: I can't believe how public our private affairs become :lol:
Kaybee - it must be so hard for you right now. know that I'm thinking of you. I'm hoping that little embie holds on tight.
Lairdoz - GL hun, yes sailing through would be great wouldn't it. It would have been so nice to fall pregnant in the first few months of trying and to be oblivious to all the possibilities of what could go wrong.
Hi to all the other ladies. I hope your travelling smoothly through your TWW and finding heaps of things to distract yourselves with.
AFM: I'm so unproductive at work, my mind is on the TWW. I"m just doing the minimal to get by. Do others have problems concentrating at work, or is it just me?
Ladies, im sooooooo down! the bleeding has increased slightly everyday, i still have cramps and today there are even small blood clots!!! and thats what the nurse said i need to worry about. iv done a home preg test everyday and all have been positive but i dont know im still very worried and i guess the HCG would still be in my system even if i miscaried wouldnt it? im thinking bout ringing the after hours doctor. Im so scared!!! my DH said to me last night you have been so down abut not being prgnant and now that you are your still not happy. I just dont feel like i can be, i guess im just preparing my self for the worst. i just wish everything could go smoothly! i needed to post cause you ladies understand and have been through the same xxxx
ME 23 & DH 25
ICSI
STIM #1 BFN
FET #2 BFN
FET #3 BFP
Hi oneday,
I'm sorry you are going through all of this. I know I wouldn't be managing any better than you.
If you feel you want to phone the afterhours service you should do so, that's what they are there for and get paid for.
You've had good HCG and progesterone increases so far, so hopefully that is an indication of the will power your little embie has right now.
I don't know much about HCG, but I thought I remember reading somewhere that some ladies notice it fading when they are miscarrying. I'm just not really sure.
Know that I'm thinking of you and sending very sticky vibes to your little embie!
Thanks lisa b, i rang the after hours DR and he said i just need to wait till my mon BT but he didnt sound very positive, im hoping sooooo much or little embie is still there but i dont think so :( thank you so much for replying xxxx
Don't you had getting told just to wait a few days!!! I think it's the worst thing to say when someone is stressed and just wants answers and reassurance - well for me it is anyway. When I phone the nurses in a crisis I want a course of action, a test or something to feel like we're moving forwarding and getting on top of the issue.
Hi ladies,
Sorry to crash this thread.
Lairdoz, I just wanted to wish you CONGRATULATIONS!!!!!!! on your BFP. :dance::clap::dance::clap:
I tried to PM you to tell you but your mailbox is full. (Probably other congrats?) I'm so thrilled for you that it's finally worked. I *knew* this would be your month. And possible TWINS -- how wonderful!
Congrats to the other ladies who have had BFPs recently, and my sincere condolences for those of you for whom your latest try was unsuccessful. FX for those of you still in the TWW!
KitKat72
Well yesterday my HCG at 14dpt was 489. :leap: Thanks everyone for your congrats and for the last 2 weeks of discussions. I was heavily addicted and felt it was a safe place to be.
Lairdoz - GL with your next BT on Tuesday. They don't do all these follow up BTs at MIVF. I think MIVF do the minimal BTs ever, compared to what everyone else has. It will be interesting to see your numbers.
Kaybee - Hope the bleeding has stopped and I hope you work out what is going on. Make sure to do something nice for yourself over the weekend.
Hi Mum-2-be
Mini-Me - Sorry to hear of your m/c. :hug: Please nurture yourself and know that it's OK not to be OK. A nice warm drink, hot-water bottle, the couch and a quilt does it for me.
Oneday86 - maybe you could go to local GP and ask for a test today. That may help. Your DH also needs to understand that you are allowed to be worried, and he needs to see the picture for what it's worth. Demand some fussing from him. He needs to be there for you right now.
LisaB - yeah, I"m the same, work takes second priority when there's too much to think about. That's so funny about TMI for the poor PA.
Buggirl - how are you doing?
YogiBear - FX for July 2nd
Good luck everyone, take care and hope to see you in the preg. forums soon.
Hi all,
T4AF - Yesss!!!! Congratulations!! You must be over the moon. You give us all hope. :leap: Hope you can put all of this behind you now and enjoy your lovely growing tummy. Thanks - I will try to have a nice weekend and think of all the good things
Oneday - I'm so sorry that you seem to be living in the 'grey zone'. It's awful when inside you probably really do know what's happening but every single cell of your body just wants it to hold on tight :pray: IF (that's a very big IF) it's coming to an end then, frustrating as it is, there's nothing that can be done once it's started. It's such a hopeless helpless feeling. Remember too though, that there have been plenty of stories in here of early bleeding which has stopped and led to a healthy pg. FX for you :crossfingers:
Lisa - love your story about telling the PA about your panty liner - eeewww. I have to consciously think about censoring my own conversations, even with friends these days. It's easy to forget that talking about bleeding, mucous, boobs and inserting things isn't your general everyday chitchat.
Have a good weekend everyone!
BT Dates:
Oneday86 - 26 June BFP
Terry - 26 June BFN
Littlemissmoo - 22 June BFN
Lairdoz - 26 June BFP (twins?)
Timeforafamily - 25 June :bfp:
Kaybee - 28 June
Lisa - 30 June
mumoncemoreplease - 1 July
Yogi - 2 July
Lisa and Oneday - thank you for your kind, hopeful words!
Hi Ladies
OK so here I go again. I typed a huge post on Thursday and then got some error message from BB to say there was a problem with a server or some techy thing!! Anyway I will try again. Hope I don't miss anyone as it has been a while since I was on and so much has happened.
Lairdoz - WOW congrats HCG 1800 bring on the twins!!
Terry - sorry for your BFN - hang in there and take your time having a break. Sometimes we all need a break from this crap.
Littlemissmoo - so sorry your news was not what we all hoped for.
Yogi - GL for your last few days of the TWW and your BT 2 july!!
Oneday - First of all a huge congrats. Re the bleeding I am praying it all goes well Monday. Rise HCG rise, rise, rise!
Lisa B - hope the TWW is passing quicker for you. Your BT and BFP will be here before you know it.
Buggirl - Congrats!!
Time for a Family - Woo hoo congrats great to see the beta going up and up.
Minime - I am so very sorry. This whole journey just sucks - just when you think you get a break things fall apart. Hang in there and know that we are all thinking of you.
OK so I am going to post this and then do another one for me as I don't want to lose it again.
Cheers Trea PS If I've misread anything or missed anyone I'm sorry! Hi to anyone I missed.
AFM - I had my FET 11 June and then we were away for a few days where we had no internet access and when we got home I just decided I needed to stay away from all things IVF/TTC and try and be very 'zen like' for the TWW!!
We had our BT Monday 21 June and it came back BFP with HCG of 69 and Prog 26. We were cautiously excited and Thursday's re test came back at 400 but my progesterone had dropped to 22 and the doctor was a little concerned so I was supposed to wait until Monday!!
I started spotting on Friday morning so went for a blood test again and was convinced it was all over. you could have knocked me over with a feather when my HCG came back at 630 (after just 24 hours) as I was sure it would have dropped. The prog results took longer and it was not until 430pm that I phoned the clinic to be told they had come in at 240!! So they asked for them to be restested because they were sure it was a lab error. Well they came back again at 220 so the have no idea how they jumped so high so quickly.
Anyway the nurse just said enjoy it you are still pregnant and we will re test Monday, but prog over 50 is good.
I am totally confused, totally drained but again cautiously optimistic and trying to just enjoy this for what is it.
Cheers Trea
Hi ladies,
Oneday - how are you going? GL with your BT today. I hope it's all good news.
Time - congratulations hunnie, wonderful news. I hope it's smooth sailing from here.
Trea - I understand your caution, but congratulations on the good news so far. GL with your BT today, praying it is more good news for you.
Hi to the other ladies sitting quietly through the TWW.
AFM: I POAS this morning and it looked positive. I say it looks positive because a line has proven not to be a line that counts with me. I've had a false positive before. My temperature was not high either this morning. DP won't let me get excited yet as there is a long way to go, starting with the BT on Wednesday. I have one more test left and will retest tomorrow. I don't really feel UTD i have a mild pain in the stomach and that's about it.
Hi again,
Lisa - that's really cool - a second line! I hope tomorrow it's darker, then on Wednesday confirmed with your BT. Stay calm over the next 2 days girl - will be thinking of you!
Trea - congratulations as well!!! They're great numbers. It sucks that we're all too scared to jump for joy with a positive test, but it really seems like with those numbers you can (gently though!).
Oneday - any news??? :pray: Praying that you're out celebrating
AFM - I've had lots more bleeding (TMI - clots and all) over the weekend and crampy pain, but I still can't officially add a BFN to the list below as I had another BT today just to confirm it's all out but it's not. It's not good news tough - hcg only 37 (seems laughable compared to other numbers in here) and progesterone 9 (why bother). So, they've assured me that I'm not pregnant but might be waiting a while - who knows how long - for it all to come out. Sometimes the ovum can keep growing (even though it's empty) for up to 7 or 8 weeks. I sooo hope not. Never ever thought I'd be wishing my hcg would hurry up and drop. For some reason though I feel very calm and peaceful
Good luck to anyone else (lurking or otherwise) nearing the end of their TWW
BT Dates:
Oneday86 - 26 June BFP (?)
Terry - 26 June BFN
Littlemissmoo - 22 June BFN
Lairdoz - 26 June BFP (twins?)
Timeforafamily - 25 June BFP
Trea - :bfp:
Kaybee - 28 June
Lisa - 30 June
mumoncemoreplease - 1 July
Yogi - 2 July
Oh Kaybee I'm so very sorry. I know how hard it is when you get a glimmer of hope and then it gets taken away and I know you are probably having so many people say its not over yet etc so I;m glad you are feeling calm about it all. I am praying (and I'm not religious but I've prayed a lot lately!!) that you numbers will in fact have shot up. Hang in there.
Lisa B - two lines awesome!! Here's to it getting darker and a BFP on Wednesday.
Trea
Kaybee - what a difficult period of time you are in, you are such a strong woman. I'm hoping you get a speedy resolution really soon. I will be praying really hard for you in case there's a chance the numbers turn around.
AFM: POAS again this morning and two lines again. I guess I just have to wait and see what the BT says about it all.
Wow it's very quiet in here. Congrats to Trea and Lisa, hope the BT gives the results you deserve.
Kaybee - completely understand, it's so frustrating, you want the HCG to be high, then when it isn't high enough, you want it to go back down again so that you can start another cycle. I don't know about you but I actually felt better when I had a chemical if only for the sense that something happened. I hope you are doing OK.
Congrats to T4afamily too - great HCG!!
Hi to everyone lurking in here waiting for their results.
My BT was today and my HCG is 22,273 at 25 dpo so I have my ultrasound next Monday. Still not sure if it's 1 or 2 little ones in there. I can't help it that until I see the ultrasound I can't believe this is real.
xxx
Hi ladies, monday didnt go so well. My hcg was 518 which nurse said was border line but they are more worried about my progesterone level as it dropped from 40 to 18 :( im now taking the pessaries analy as they think my body might absorb them better this way and im off for 3 days to rest. i have another BT tomorrow to see how thing are going but i think our only hope will be if my body absorbs the pessaries better the other way. Im still bleeding which is also not another good thing :( i will keep you posted on 2mo's results xxxxx
Kaybee, im so sorry to hear your results, its really hard when your in this situation my thoughts are with you. xxx
Just another quickie...
Oneday - am holding my breath for you for tomorrow. Enjoy your rest - (don't let your thoughts drive you insane). FX xoxo
Lairdoz - I'm so glad you're still up on cloud 9 - and with good reason. Your scan will surely show 2 two heartbeats with those numbers!!
Lisa - best of luck for tomorrow!!!
And thanks again for all of your lovely supportive words. It really does make a difference doesn't it. Thank you
Ladies im shattered! my HCG level dropped to 509 from 518 and my progesterone dropped from 18 to 13. the doc told me to stop medication today. I knew from the the start that i shouldnt get my hopes up and i was right but you never want to believe its going to come to an end. I feel like iv let everyone down and dont understand why my body wont obsorb the progesterone. Im so hurt and just dont know what to do iv never felt so alone.
I just wanted to say thank you all for every bit of support, your all wonderful women. xx
oneday I am so, so sorry to hear your news. It's such an awful time when you have been given some hope to see it go. Have you made an appointment to see your FS to review? Some women I know have injections which can help with progesterone levels, maybe this will be able to help you in the future. Regardless, what you are experiencing is heartbreaking, if feels like you can never get excited about anything because it's going to be taken away from you. Please know that you do deserve all this time, pain and effort to be rewarded with a healthy baby. I remember a nurse taking what must have been my millionth BT saying that when she was going through IVF she felt like every failure was the opportunity for her doctor to refine the protocol to be used to get her pregnant. I hope this is what happens for you my sweet. I am sending you a huge :hug: and the strength you need right now
xxx
Thanks Lairdoz! we are having a month off then we are going to try a natural cycle but i will def ask bout the injections. thanks for your wishes xx