LT TTC Two Week Wait #4

So many BFP's in here its great news.

Sorry I went AWOL for a while, needed to heal a few wounds.

I got a BFN, and I think thats okay it was a long shot.

I'm off now to enjoy life and the pleasures that I do have, DH still talks about the reversal, but I worry about him going under a general because of his type 1 diabetes.
Might just have to wait for grand children instead :D

It has been a huge emotional rollercoaster ride, one I thought I would never have to take.
I take my hat off to all of you ladies, what you endure both physically but most of all emotionally it beyond comprehension of the general population.

But alas for me I am done. Farewell lovely ladies :stickyvibesboy::stickyvibesgirl: to all.

And Thank you with all my heart for sharing your lives with me...

springlola- wow, i feel for you as this must be a huge step to take, deciding its enough. I am very sorry you didnt get a positive result- sending you hugs

aimee- good numbers! best of luck for repeat test and scan. Andplease try and protect yourself from people who aren't being supportive ...you need love and support right now

happybaby- here's hoping it's just a bit too early...still a chance of a BFP, hang in there

outback woman- welcome and good luck

amf- poas again today and there was a darker line! fingers crossed for my BT on thurs

Very big congrats to Trishy and Possums ~ hope those lil ones snuggle in nice and tight.

Thinking of you all and :pray: for you. Hope to see some more Chrissie BFP's!

SpringLola ~ Sorry your IVF journey is ending and not with the result you wanted and we wanted for you. Enjoy what you have and hope to see you around on BB from time to time. All the best and hope you get some grandkids in the not too distant future.

Merry Christmas everyone ~ hope you have a happy and safe festive season xo

springlola your message made me cry, im so sad to see you go :( but im glad you have found peace in the life and and things you have. By seeing the age of your children on your ticker it looks like grandchildren may not be too far away for you. I wish you all the best and thank you for sharing your journey with us xxxxxx

I did another HPT this morning and got a BFN so I'm out. Will probably try another Stim early next year.
Best of luck to everyone in their journeys toward motherhood.
x HB

happybaby - really sorry to hear it was a BFN again, I know that awful sinking feeling. are you still going to have a BT just in case? hope you are ok

Possum all the best for your blood test today, I hope you get strong numbers.

Springlola GBH's it would have been a difficult decision to make. Hope the grandkids are not too far off. Take care and if your about on BB, say hi.

Me well all going well until BT tomorrow been busy with xmas stuff.

trishy- best of luck for tomorrow!

afm- results in and I am officially pregnant! I am so relieved and happy, this is the best Christmas present!!!!

Levels are good:
It's now Day 16 and...
HCG: 365
Progesterone: 429

hoping to see more BFPs in here and wishing you all a wonderful Christmas!

Congratulations Possums so over the moon happy for you, what an amazing Christmas present, hope your little one is snuggling in nice and tight.

Wishing everyone else the best of luck for your tww xx

:) congratulations possums im over the moon for you .
may there be many mor bfp in here really soon merry xmas girls.

CONGRATULATIONS POSSUM!!! What a wonderful xmas present for you! It will definitely be a VERY Merry Christmas in your house...WHOHOOOOO!! :happyforyou:

Good luck today Trishy :crossfingers: thinking of you xxx

Hugs to those who had a 5hitty end to the year :grouphug: Its a hard time to get through, i've had many xmas days in tears over the years, but then when the new year comes round it always gives me renewed hope & strength to continue on. Its so hard when we always seem to be dealt with the bad news and heartache but I know that this can turn around in an instant when we get our successful BFP...great things are waiting for us all just around the corner! :thumbsup:

MERRY CHRISTMAS TO YOU ALL
MAY 2011 SEE ALL YOUR DREAMS COME TRUE
:goodluck::loveshower::goodluck:

Much love to you all,
Yogi xxx

Its offical I got the call that IM PREGNANT. My level is 292. Best Christmas present ever

trishy and possums- beautiful news and numbers! :confetti: CONGRATULATIONS!!

Howdy again ladies, I am now joining you in the 2WW. This is my first 2WW on Clomid so far it has been a bit of a roller coaster ride especially around O time.
Congrats to the ladies that got thier BFPs and hugs to the ones that didn't. Hoping someone will join in here with me soon.

trishy- congratulations! wonderful news!!

clairesmummy- best of luck to you, here's hoping

Hi ladies!

I hope everyone had a very happy and safe Christmas!

A BIG CONGRATS to you Trishy and Possums....great news!
Hi Clairesmummy! Good luck with your tww. I hope you get your BFP this cycle.
Yogi Bear - How r u going? Any symptoms as yet? Your blood test is on NYE right? GL!!
Happybaby - I'm so sorry to hear you got a BFN...they really suck don't they!? Wishing u all the luck for your next STIM cycle.
Saffy - How are you travelling? What's next for you? Another STIM cycle?

AFM - Today i am 8dp2dt (so 10dpo). My transfer went okay...one of my embies didn't survive the thaw so they had to thaw another one which they said thawed beautifully :) It was a Day 2, Grade 2, 4 cell embie. For some reason, I didn't feel very optimistic after the transfer (I think it was due to how rude our doctor was) She seemed in a hurry and was reluctant to answer any of our questions...she didn't make us feel comfortable at all!!!

Anyway, I haven't been experiencing any symptoms whatsoever until a couple of days ago (8dpo). I noticed some very, very light pink discharge when I wiped (sorry TMI!!) Then nothing. Last night (so 9 dpo) after my husband and I made love I noticed more light pink spotting when I wiped and a tiny bit of red cm (again sorry for the TMI!!)

I hope this is a good sign (possibly implantation bleeding) I also had a few cramps this morning, but they didn't last for long. What do you ladies think? I have had no other symptoms as yet.

Sorry for anyone I missed...hope everyone is doing well and best wishes for 2011! :D

dannigirl...i think that does sound encouraging and possibly implantation bleeding. If I were you I would wait another day or two and do a HPT-but that's me! HPTs can mess with your head sometimes. I really hope you are on your way to a BFP

I agree with possum it sounds promising.

Danni~ I have my FX tightly for you, here's praying for your New Years BFP darl.

Possums~ Thank you for the good luck wishes.

AFM~ Today is 5DPO so not much happening here at all, I had some heart burn last night and feeling a little tired but I think it is to early to be PG signs. I usually have a 10 day LP so that makes AF due on the 4-5th of Jan. This is my first round of Clomid so not sure what symptoms I will get for AF on it. I have been feeling a bit cranky the last day or 2 which has not been any fun for my DH, lol. Sometimes I feel like I am turning into a pitbull and snapping at everything that happens to me.
Take care and Good luck Danni.

Hello again everyone - i've been a bit quiet on here, trying to stay cool, calm & collected during this 2WW and not think too much about it. I had my BT today and its another :bfp: for me! I was so expecting this cycle not to work as was my worst result so far, we only had one embryo to transfer...praying this one is a little fighter! :crossfingers: My hCG today (14DPO) is 225 & prog is 223...no wonder i'm so tired! This is now my 5th pregnancy which have all ended in tears so far so i am not getting excited just yet. Am having another BT on tues. Surprisingly i feel very relaxed about it all..."what will be will be" and all that blah blah...

Anyway, HAPPY NEW YEAR Ladies...see ya in 2011

Yogi xx

Congrats to you Yogi, sending you some very special New years sticky vibes darl and praying for a very healthy and happy pregnancy for you as well.

Hi ladies!

Firstly I just want to congratulate Yogi on her BFP!!!! Congratulations honey! Your levels look really good. Praying this one snuggles in nice and tight for the next nine months :)

Clairesmummy, Trishy and Possums - thank you for your encouraging messages... they really helped because guess what? This morning (14dpo) I decided to do a home pregnancy test and it came up positive almost immediately!!!! Yay! I'm pregnant!!!

That spotting I told you about came back on NewYears Eve but this time it was brown and I had some strong cramps that felt EXACTLY like af was on her way.

Yesterday I felt like I had a massive hang over (when I didn't even drink NYE of course!)
And today, I have been feeling waves of nausea and slightly tender bbs. My blood test is on Tuesday morning. Praying I get good numbers!! I'm over the moon.

So to those of you ladies who have almost given up all hope, please stay hopeful. I had two failures before this and sooo didn't think this one would stick as it was a day two, grade two 4 cell embryo. But it did!!

Hope to see more BFP's in here soon!!

xxxx

Wonderful news danni, congrats hun. sending you some massive amounts of sticky vibes and praying for a healthy happy pregnancy and birth for.

Today I am 8DPO nothing happening all very boring, doing house work ready for my mum n dad and the outlaws to arrive. AF due in 2-3 days for me here's hoping she is a total no show for the next 9 months but I aint holding my breathe for a BFP.

CONGRATS Girls for your BFP's!! All the best for a happy and healthy 9 months xo
Hope we get more soon too
Goodluck all

Clairesmummy: thank you for your kind words. I have all my fingers and toes and everything else crossed for you! Think positive. I totally didn't expect a BFP this month but i got my miracle and i know you will soon as well ;)
Loops: thanks for the congratulations. Hows everything going with you?
AFM: got my blood test tomorrow morning...im a bit nervous. Im praying for good numbers. Been feeling nauseous and EXTREMELY hungry last two days so hopefully that means ill get my good numbers!! Will keep u all posted.
Have a great night ladies. X

You are very welcome Danni, And thank you so much for your lovely good luck wishes.
Today I am 9DPO and have had lower back pain today not a usual sign of AF for me but I'm guessing anything goes with this cycle seeing as though it's my first time on Clomid. And speaking of hungry today I have also started feeling a bit more hungry than usual. I can only hope and pray that I am in with a good chance. Being a POAS addict I have done 1 test this evening and it was a BFN. At 8DPO i had a very tender feeling high in my pelvis area and today and a little yesterday as well I have had weird feelings down there as well not cramping as such it's just a different type of feeling that I have never felt before. My temp was still up this morning at 36.7 and going by my past cycle my temp may drop tomoro and AF Wednesday. So I'm still hanging out here in the 2WW praying with my every fibre for my long awaited BFP.....please please please.

Yes you are very welcome Danni. I'm really happy for you!!
Thanks for asking. I'm just plodding along hoping for a natural miracle. Ive just O'd or O'ing at the moment. Ive had a lot of cramping last couple of days and hoping for the best but also trying to not read too much into the niggles etc this time. But I have in fact felt quite full and bloated and have also had bit of reflux. Also bit of back pain. So crossing fingers.

Clairesmummy ~ I'm hoping so much for you and have FX'd tight. Wouldnt it be wonderful if we both got BFP's so early in the New Yr! Goodluck hun xo

Thank you Loops, it would be wonderful but to put a downer on me I am nearly 100% certain that AF will arrive tomoro as she always does.
I have everything x'D for you though and praying you get your awaited BFP darl, good luck.
I will let you know if and when I am out for this cycle.

Thank you Clairesmummy, Dannigirl & Loops for your well wishes & kind words. And congrats to you Danni, i hope all went well today with the BT and you now have confirmation. I too only had a Day2 embryo transferred...i only got 2 eggs at collection, only 1 was mature and so far its still going strong. All along i've been saying "it only takes one" and now i hope it can really be true for me.

I hope & pray with all my being that this is the year we ALL get our longed for sticky BFP's :pray:

Take care everyone
Yogi
xx

Hey lovely ladies!

Clairesmummy: I so so hope AF doesn't arrove tomorrow hun. But if she does, just know that it's not the end of the world and it WILL happen for you soon.

Loops: Good luck girl!!! I have a feeling we will see more BFP's in here soon! Let's hope this is your year too :)

Yogi: So glad your pregnancy is progressing along smoothly. Go Day 2 embies!!! And yep it really only does take ONE!

AFM: Had blood test this morning. Afterwards, I noticed some more brown spotting which worried me and I was convinced I was going to get low HCG numbers.
However, I received the call this arvo saying that I am definitely pregnant and my HCG level is 615!! (I think that's good right?) my Progesterone is 44 which they also said was good.
So all is great!! I have my 6 week scan on 18th Jan. I have had the best day spreading the news to my family and close friends...been waiting for this day to arrive for almost 2 years! Soooo worth it.

Congratulations Danni, that all sounds like great numbers to me but I'm no expert on them either darl. Awesome way to start off the year for you and your DH.

AFM~ Well today is 11DPO and the first time I have gone this far into my LP with no sign of AF yet but we shall see what happens as the day goes on for me. I was awoken last night by a pulling sensation across my lower belly pelvic area it was a really strange feeling like someone pulling something in my belly and i also had a very tingling nipple as well. I have never experienced anything like this before AF arrives. Maybe its a sign of AF from the Clomid, I truly have no idea at all which is very frustrating.

Loops~ How are you going darl?

Danni-girl ~ Woohoo congrats hun!, very happy for you. Thanks you, hope I can join you very soon! Hope all goes well for the next 9 months. :dance:

Yogi ~ goodluck hun! Fingers crossed tight for you. :pray:

Clairesmummy ~ Sounds interesting, hope AF stay away. :SAAF:
I'm doing ok, still have weird feeling in tum, pretty bloated. I guess that could be anything though as I did a POAS this morning at CD26 and it was BFN, of course it could be a little early though. My cycles are 34days normally. I had a migraine overnight too which could be good or bad. I'll do another test in couple of days.

Goodluck all xo

Loops~ I have everything crossed for you darl, it would be so wonderful for you to get your BFP darl, sending you tonnes of baby dust and sticky vibes hun. Good Luck.

Today is 12DPO and no sign of AF as yet for me, woke up through the night with the worst heartburn and still have it now. Been having sharp pains in the sides of my BBs and like a burning tingling feeling in my nipples from time to time. Decided to POAS this morning judt with one of my internet cheapies as I only have 1 FR test and we are unable to get to town to buy any more FR ones. I did get a very faint line on the internet cheapie but it's only very faint so after having a missed pregnancy in August I'm counting this one as a BFN and I will retest if AF don't arrive in a few days with my FR test. So I'm still sitting here waiting and guessing and praying that faint line gets a hell of a lot darker for me, FX.

:bluedust::stickyvibesgirl:Clairesmuumy ~ Fingers crossed real tight hun!!! Thanks for your wishes. Still have full, crampy tummy, bit constipated (sorry TMI), lots of CM and have felt quite off/ill last couple of days so I am hopeful but not too much that I will be real disappointed.

Have a good weekend everyone xo

OMG I can not believe my eyes, I just did the POAS thing with my FR test and I actually got a BFP, I can not believe my eyes. What a wonderful wonderful bday present for me.

FX for you Loops. sounds like some great signs there darl. Good luck and I will be stalking you darl.

Hi ladies!

Sorry I haven't been on here in a while...been busy celebrating!

Clairesmummy - WoooHoo hon!! That's sooo great you got a BFP!!!! CONGRATS!! Here's to a happy and healthy nine months! Have you been for a blood test or anything yet? So happy for you :)

Loops - How are you going hon? I hope all is going beautifully and you get your BFP soon.

AFM - I had pretty bad morning sickness last week for about 5 days straight...now it has eased off and I'm now just REALLY exhausted all the time (especially in the arvos) I'm also very hungry all the time. I peed on a stick again yesterday coz I was paranoid about my morning sickness dissapearing suddenly but the test was SUPER DARKand came up within a second. So that made me feel better. I have 6 week scan next Tuesday!! Yay!!!

Hope everyone else is travelling along nicely. Let's see some more of those awesome BFP's in here soon!!

Thanks Danni, yep I had my first BT yesterday at the DRs have to wait a week maybe more due to flooding for my results though. Feeling ok so far just been hungry and tired and feeling very emotional the last couple of days as well.

Hi Lovely Ladies

Clairesmuumy ~ So very happy for you, hope things continue to go well. :bluecheer::cheer:

AFM ~ This week been very emotional and scary with DH being crushed by cattle last Sat and having to go to Alfred Hospital and have his neck fused and now he is home but with back/neck brace for 3 months. So there goes TTC for a while :( Oh well maybe a break will do me good. Im up to CD36 now but BFN on POAS few days ago so chances are very very slim

Loops I just read about your hubby (GBh's)

Congratulations Clairesmummy

congrats to our BFP's good luck to all those still waiting. sticky vibes for all. x