MurryCod - thanks for posting the meds and I'm sorry you are so worried lovely. I had terrible cramps at the beginning of my pg, really strong like AF, and progesterone we know makes us cramp and your BETA is so high you must have heaps of hormone activity. Please listen to Crafty, she knows what it is like - she's had 5 mc remember and 9 babies - I don't think we can trust her more OK?! It must be bloody hard and I will be EXACTLY the same when it happens to me don't you worry so I know it's a mental battle at the moment but you need to try to rest (mentally and physically). It is all in nature's hands now - you can only be strong, and think positive, and try to let yourself enjoy this as much as you can. I know it sounds really hippy but I really believe that visualisations and meditations help - lie on the bed and focus on your breathing going in and out when you start to relax think of yourself surrounded in rose coloured light (or whatever colour indicates love and peacefulness to you) and just let yourself go - think of your favourite place to be and the people who love you and immerse yourself in it and know that we are all holding you and everything will be OK. xx

Ferrals - you sound like you have your plate full, I'm sorry you're having such a difficult time of things. That's a lot to deal with all at once. I was just thinking of you this morning and had a really strong feeling that you are going to have a BFP with this IVF. I don't know if my strong feelings count for much - I have them for Crafty too - but it's there, and I hope I'm right. I hope your DH picks up some more work and that the court case goes in your favour. You sound like a rock, dealing with all that, he's a lucky man. Hope things start going your way soon xx