Ok here is what has been happening in lil_chookie world:

I closed my shop down. It just hit me last week since I have had that shop I have had far too much time to stress & think about TTC. I started that shop because I was putting my life on hold for a baby to come. I reached the point where I was just sitting there each day waiting for a baby to come that is not coming. My DH has been so supportave and is really happy with my decision. I have 6 months left to pay on the lease but that is okay, a small price to pay for happiness.

I had an interview today for job I really want and I am sitting here waiting for my phone to ring to find out if I get a second interview at the actual company (went the recruitment company today). I feel really good, I am moving forward. We are still TTC for a couple more months before our break but I feel much more relaxed about things. I have my computer back at home and I have set it up in front of my big window so I look out to the hills while I am sitting here talking to you lovely ladies!!

Cherie - She Oak Bush flower essence is to enhance fertility & help to deal with any emotional bloackages you might have. Mind you it's 60% brandy!!! Eight drops under the tounge in the morning & 8 at night.

xox