Shan - I finished up in Real Estate in 1999, I was working right in the middle of Melbourne city in Londsdale Street. I then moved onto to Mortgage Sales for one of the big banks for 4 years but when we moved to the Outer Eastern Suburbs the travel was too much.

Cherie & Alex - Thinking of you lovelies

Well my interview is tomorrow, the recruitment company called me and prepared me for the interview. It is now down to me and soemone else

DH & I had a really great talk on the weekend, we are done with TTC for now. I am half way through the 2ww but I feel just as I feel every other month so its just a matter of waiting for AF now.

We will have our first IVF appointment probably about April next year. But for now I need a break, I am drainied emotionally & physically, I need some time. I am off to join the gym as my goal by April is to be in the best physical shape I can be to give us every chance of IVF working. I am still going to continue with my kinesiologist as I feel is is really helping me, I have so much more clarity with my decisions since I have been seeing him. By April I shall be healthy in body & mind!!

After several years I am happy for now to say bye bye to temping, OPK's, CD's, DPO, pre-seed, Bding on the right days, essences, herbal concoctions, HPT's my list could go on.

The last 12 months have definatly been the most hardest in my journey and I thank you all so very much for being here to pick me up a little when I have been down. I really do thank you from the bottom of my heart, you have given the level of understanding that I needed so very much.

This is not goodbye, I will still pop in. I want to be around to celebrate when you all get your BFP's!!

So I send all my positive energy & baby dust for you all.



xox