Hi Guys,

Sorry it's been a few days since my last post but i've been trying not to think too much about things the last couple of days. AF still hasn't arrived and i've been quite a bit anxious. Gave in today and did a HPT and got a BFN, so not sure whats going on. Very disappointed though. CD36....you think that if i was pg that it would show by now. I might give the clinic a ring tomorrow and see what they say, coz i assume that it is too late now to start another round of clomid (given of course that AF comes this month) due to them being closed for two weeks over xmas.

According to FF, my chart reckons that i'm in a fertile patch again. Can you start producing eggs and ovulate without having a period between the last one????? Well DH and I decided that we wouldn't leave it to chance and have been BDing like crazy just in case. It's all good fun though so we're not complaing.....well yet anyway.

Chele.....i know how you are feeling regarding xmas this year. Although mine is for another reason, which is that this TTC is really starting to get to me and that my sister in law just announced she's pg, i can't seem to get into the xmas spirit. People keep asking me if i've put my tree and lights etc up, but i just can't get into it. I haven't even decorated the shop and I usually do the house and the shop on the 1st Dec. If we had other kids, then yeah i would, but it's just me and DH and i don't feel we have anything to celebrate this year. My would have just turned 1 back in Sept and it would have been his 1st real xmas where we could watch him open presents etc and that's something that is really going to get me this year.

Not to mention that the family will all be going on about my SIL and brother and their exciting news and that they will be producing the 1st grandchild in the family blah blah blah.....it is going to be very hard.

Well thats it for me for now. I'll going to go and hop into bed. DH is already sound asleep (luckily for me i got in for a quick BD earlier this evening \/ )

Take care everyone
Shan