Bec, I showed DH your little girl and it made his day.

I think the timing of the last theme of strength has been perfect for me. I feel as though I am getting stronger every bit of bad new etc. DH and I went to get the results this morning of his second SA and it was still the same as last time, suggesting that there is an underlying long term problem there. That combined with all of my issues means its a "team problem" as my gynea put it. In a strange way I am glad now that I have all my endo dramas, poor DH feels bad enough with the swimmer probs so at least now he wont feel it is "his fault". I also think having had endo for so long has prepared me somewhat for all of this, it was first suggested to me long before we thought about trying to conceive by a couple of my previous gyneas that I would probably need AR. So instead of being unaware of anything when we started ttc I have always been on alert.

So basically we have our appointment in a week now with the RS. He and my gynea share rooms so he is going to have full access to my files with my gynea (which is as thick as War and Peace) and they are recommending we do ICSI straight away. I will have to get advice on all of these injections and hiddeous things you all talk about that go straight over my head. I am such a wuss, I cant watch when I have a needle now and that is when someone else does it for me, you would think after 9 laps I would be a bit better but I am not.

Anyway, I hope everyone is feeling well and strong. I love all the boat analogies and I am looking forward to the day we all meet up on that island and little ones have a play together on the beach