So I had what you'd probably call a major meltdown on Friday. Went to see my gyno for my follow up appointment from my lap. Wasn't expecting to be told anything I didn't already know cos my surgeons had already told me what happened after my lap (or so I thought).
Basically I have just found out that my left tube is totally blocked, they pretty sure that its endo and they cant do anything about it, hmmmmmm. So in short where this leaves us now is........well I'm not totally sure just yet, still trying to digest it all.
Gyno has requested that I go on clomid for 2 more months (even though I should O without it cos I had golfballing done), she just wants to make sure I dont miss out on a chance of getting preggas naturally (as I do still have one viable tube). But then we will be moving onto IVF. I know it's not the end of the world but it cerntainly feels like it at the moment. I am 25 (nearly 26) DH is 34 we have been TTC for 3 years now and I just didn't expect to be on IVF at the age of 26, I thought that there were a lot more steps between where we are and IVF.
Arrrrrrrrr!!!!!!!!!
Sorry ladies just having a bit of a **** time trying to digest all of this. It's a little overwelming. And then there's the $ side of it. I mean I would pay anything to have a bub and thankfully DH and I have good well paying jobs but we have also just bought our first home and had no intention of going to IVF for at least another 12 months.
Tammara, looks like we may be on a similar path soon. Can you tell me what it is going to cost you both "in full" and "out of pocket"? Do you know? I know mine will be a little different cos as far as we know my eggs are viable the little buggers just cant get down one of my tubes.
Ok well I think that is my vent for the moment, thanks to this forum it has been my lifesaver. Before finding it I trully did think that I was the only person in the world going through what we go through. So thanks!
Major Meltdown
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