LTTTC Two Week Wait #1

[Amy_jellybean]

Hi girls thanks for the well wishes, will let you know how I go tomorrow but I'm quite sure it's going to be a bfn

Happy valentines day! Hope yours was better than mine x

[kimbe]

My computer just flatlined mid typing a post, so this will be short as it's hardwired and unhappy now...

GL for the BT's tomorrow ladies, will be thinking of you all day, it's been a long 2WW for you and you both deserve the best results, will be stalking the thread with all fingers and toes crossed!!

Saffy - positive positive thoughts and vibes, send them down to that now "blasti+" who's hopefully trying to find the right sticking place!! Mind over matter, the power of the positive thinking can be so empowering in itself (sorry a little spritiual there blahh) but i do believe in it's power to a certain degree. I'm seeing us as walking this thin line together, day in day out and am sending you all the energies i can (be it technologically lol).

Happy Valentines Day Everyone...how disappointing that VD gets taken over (to a degree) by the 2WW and Crinone!!!
xx

[myturn]

just clarifying.... my blood test is friday.... so still a couple of days to go.... I think I'll know before then though.... if AF does arrive, she should be here by tomorrow.... if she's not here by thursday, I'll have to assume it's old implantation blood.... so thanks for all the good wishes guys....

I am starting to feel some mild cramping though... but as people say, a BFP can have the same symptoms as AF so... who knows.... I just have to keep waiting....

It's always just waiting... lucky I'm busy this week and hopefully I will be able to ignore whatevers happening....

DH took me out to a restaurant we went on one of our first dates, and it was nice. I bought him a chilli plant (instead of flowers) and it's been a plesant evening, I still have hope and that's keeping me going at the moment.

I really appreciate knowing you guys are all here, so thankyou so much for staying with me on this journey xxx

[myturn]

So I know I said I would poas today but I am chickening out! I just can't do it. So I guess I will wait for bt tomorrow.
Hope everyone is doing well xxx

I think this is a good idea best of luck!!!! FX for a sticky one!! xxx

[thirdtimelucky77]

Hi All and happy Valentines Day.

Amy-jb I just wanted to say best of luck for your BT tomorrow I will be thinking of you and sending best wishes. I hope you get a happy ending, you deserve it after a long two. Whatever happens we are all here for you!

MyTurn so happy to hear you had a lovely dinner with DH. If it helps at all, i was convinced AF was coming at 5dpt (and still have the same twinges and cramps now) - I had no idea what implantation pain was and prob still don't - but I am guessing it feels much like AF. So I hope you can keep some faith and I hope AF stays away. It's not long til Friday now FX crossed for your BT.

Kimbe hope the bruises are improving and your surviving your 2 ww okay?

Ket a bring on Thursdays BT all my fingers and toes are crossed for you.

Xx

[Amy_jellybean]

Thanks for your lovely well wishes TTL, I've got shocking stomach cramps and I had brown crinone tonight I just want this blood test over with I've got really sore red puffy eyes from crying, I'm so completely over it. For four years trying to have a baby has completely consumed our lives, I've told DH I'm not sure if I want to go through It again. I'm so emotionally exhausted and he is a million miles away at work feeling like crap

And then to top it all off, I got a letter in the mail today saying that our fs has left and that we need to go and get a new referral for a different doctor if we wish to continue treatment there, even though we only got a new referral last month

Maybe this is gods way of telling us we aren't meant to continue...

[thirdtimelucky77]

Ambjb - are you still up? I have no idea regarding what I can and cannot post here regarding FS - could I send you a private message and if yes how do I do that?

xx

[Amy_jellybean]

Hi Hun yeah I'm still up I think you need to have 50 posts to be able to send a pm, you can email me if you like warnockamy@hotmail.com x

[thirdtimelucky77]

Amyjb - emailing you now about the 2ww

x

[kerbear]

Good luck ladies on you bt today hope they give you a bfp, cross fingers

[myturn]

Oh Amy I'm so sorry!!!!

My morning has stared with..... (sorry if tmi!!).... Blood dripping out of me.... Think THAT's a good sign its over.

for Amy and I.

Thought there had been too many BFP in here for the odds to be in my favour.

[Amy_jellybean]

Hi girls,

Heavy red bleeding this morning for me as well. Im not going for my blood test. The drive in an hour and a half in peak hour traffic and I just cant handle that this morning. Ive called DH up at work and we were both bawling our eyes out on the phone, he is getting on a flight home from work today instead of tomorrow. He said his boss was great and he just told him what had happened and his boss said no worries you need to be with your wife. Today is my last day at work and then im on holidays for 11 days. Im going to go in and go to my meeting and then come home.

I have a feeling we will be closing the curtains, buying a serious amount of wine and telling everyone no one is home. My friend arrives from England tomorrow, perfect timing!

Sorry to hear of your new Myturn, Its an awful feeling and I know how your heart sinks when you see it all too well.

Third time lucky - Thank you for your beautiful message xxx Is your blood test today? If it is then beust of luck for you sweet.

Keta - Good luck for your test today babe, ive got everything crossed that this is you month.

[Saffy]

girls-

[vic261]

Far out girls, I feel all teary reading both your posts

My thoughts are with you both. I know your both going through a very difficult time and it can feel so overwhelming. We are all here if you need to rant some more xxxxx

[nothing2lose]

Amy and Myturn --- Nothing can be said It just sucks giant knobs

I hope you are both okay x

[Mich8]

Amy and myturn- So devastated for you both, all teary at work
Sending you love and strength

[Keta]

Amy and myturn I have tears welling as I hear the news. It just sucks. I wish I could make it better for you but no one can. Do what ever you need to get through today. Big hugs.

I'm waiting to have bt now so will let you all know when I do. May know sooner as I had some spotting last night so either way my body or the phone call will tell me.

[Joeve]

Amy and Myturn I have been following your journeys this month as I will be joining the AC thread shortly. I am so sorry this month wasn't the one for you both. You are both in my thoughts today x