LTTTC Two Week Wait 2012 # 4

[sarah4kurt]

Awwww Emma .... im feeling the same I i know how crushed you are BIG HUgSxoxox i havent even botherd testing today. its unbelievably hard to get hopes up! wish i could wave a wand and change our test to BFPs!!

and miss B sooo Sorry bout your embie also know how u feel... i am crushed about mine too as i decided to get 2 put in and i just got BFN and my last embie didnt make it and had to be thawed to get the other 2 viables which i just wasted i feel at this point :-( i dont know if i can do IVF again. cost and getting DH to agree again is very tuff!
i thought id be preg for sure this time afer finding out my blood clotting prob and being on clexane to help fix that and having 2 embies put in!! I was just thinking great i can stop paying for all this fertility stuff which is costing a fortune for so long!
oh well its wait till BT Fri to know for sure but yeah im feeling AF like sorry im not so sunshine lol
xoxo

[Emma09]

Sarah- I know what you mean!
It's sooo expensive....
I can't even find out if my 2 embies made it to the freezer
Only my DR can tell me and I've left 3 messages.
Just sent a scathing email, I'm not impressed!

If I'm not successful this cycle- I pray that my embies are in the freezer, I found EPU to be the hardest part of the journey.


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[Joeve]

Emma I would be so cranky. I got a call on a Sunday morning to update me on my remaining embies. They weren't able to be frozen but I was told as soon as they knew. I was also called the afternoon of my EPU how many had fertilized. I hope you get some answers xx

[Emma09]

I think I'm just cranky in general

At my clinic, my FS, my body, the world, my IQ box for not recording H & A etc




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[Joeve]

Oh babe I know... Just remember your body has done amazing, you have lots of hormones in your system and you need to stay positive it's definitely not over for you xx

[Jane :)]

Hi girls - I'm not going to try and convince yu that this ivf ride doesnt suck because sometimes it just does. Just know w are all here for you and you can rant and rave and do whatever you need to in here without judgement.

I still havent given up hope for this cycle for you both. This friday would be the same number of dpt as to when i got my second line - so hoping it is just a matter of you tested too early and come the weekend so will your bfp - will cross everything for you. hugs

[nothing2lose]

Jane, was that the first time you tested? Or did you have BFNs leading up to it???

[Emma09]

Jane, was that the first time you tested? Or did you have BFNs leading up to it???

Good question!
And how dark was the line?

[nothing2lose]

I just read back over your posts Jane A whole two or three pages!!!

That was the first time you tested.

[Emma09]

Now I wonder if it was dark- like it may have shown up earlier had Jane tested earlier.

Can you tell I'm reading far too much into this?!?!

[Mrs P]

Emma my first bfp was 6dp5dt and it wasn't dark. I think I posted a photo earlier in this thread. Hugs xxx

[nothing2lose]

Emma my first bfp was 6dp5dt and it wasn't dark. I think I posted a photo earlier in this thread. Hugs xxx

i don't think darkness is really that relevant. It's more the initital hcg level. Given that it takes approx 48 hrs to double, you can pretty much work out when you would get a bfp iykwim.

eta - by working backwards i mean.

[Mrs P]

Good point N2L

[Emma09]

i don't think darkness is really that relevant. It's more the initital hcg level. Given that it takes approx 48 hrs to double, you can pretty much work out when you would get a bfp iykwim.

eta - by working backwards i mean.

I dont know what you mean.
Wouldnt it vary for everyone on when it implanted, HCG levels...etc??
Im confused

[nothing2lose]

Okay, they say a bare minimum for an unequivocal positive on 14dpo is an hcg of 100. Given that hcg doubles every 48 hrs, it would have been 50 at 12dpo, 25 at 10dpo, etc.

[Maruschke]

Okay, they say a bare minimum for an unequivocal positive on 14dpo is an hcg of 100. Given that hcg doubles every 48 hrs, it would have been 50 at 12dpo, 25 at 10dpo, etc.

I was bfn at 10dpo with a FRER, and a light positive at 11dpo. I know you've picked up a hcg of just 5 on FRER, so I guess my hcg at 10dpo was no where near 25!!! Averages are just averages. HCG was only 82 at 14dpo.

[nothing2lose]

it was just for illustrative purposes M. I was just explaining how to count backwards.

eta - yeah, FRERs are about 5 iui apparently, althought the company wont admit to lower than 10iui.

[Emma09]

Thanks for the explanantion

I should have help off testing, I would still be in PUPO bliss right now......