Its wednesday! I've transfered my waiting freaking out to you girls- I'll be thinking of you today TMS. Good luck and many cuddles.
Coral- I understand now why the no testing...I still couldn't wait. I'd be just like Kmond said- doubting and second guessing and doing my head in either way! The information that even if you get a (+)ve in your HPT there's the possibility of a chemical preg thing and then the blood test may be thrown off by hormones so might give false positives ...it does my head in! I need a definitive answer now dammit! Why can't a positive just be a positive?? It's killing me just thinking about having to wait for a scan to be sure (to be sure) -arrrgghhh!
Kmond- How you going with the holding off testing? Thanks for asking about the FRER. I had no idea either. I got a huge pack of 10mcg(?) ones off ebay so I can test pretty much every 15 minutes for the next 2 wks How are you feeling?
Loops12- I agree a natural cycle BFP would be amazing. The best of good luck for you!
AFM...I'm not very good at finding other things to do...I've done a lot of looking online at little bubbles of embryos and various stages and going "nawww!". I've calculated when I'll be due if this works (something I'm pretty sure I shouldn't have done but couldn't resist) and I've been a crazy emotional psycho yelling at my dogs unnecessarily and crying over things like that cute video of the kid learning about gay relationships...Today I think I'll clean stuff! Obviously I'm having every symptom in the world and even though I know it's the crinone gel I still remain hopeful.
I transfered last Friday and it's only Wednesday so I have a whole week and a half to go! Sigh.
JossieJo – I know what you mean…. I am totally doing my head in – arrgghhh! Ha, ha, you sound just like me… I worked out when I would be due just after my ET! When is you BT date? Time is a killer during the 2ww… cleaning will help distract you for a few hours . Is there a good movie you can settle down and watch this arvo? I love watching movies so I can just switch off for a couple of hours.
Ah, I hate analysing every symptom… so not fair that LP support and AF are so similar to pregnancy symptoms!! At least you 100% know for sure that you have a fertilised emby in there…. I am ’ing for you that it is a really sticky one!
TMS – Good Luck today, hun! Thinking of you and will be stalking to hopefully hear some good news :hugs:
Kmond – Only 2 more sleeps till your BT – yay . Are you still going to POAS tomorrow? So scary to do…. I usually mull over it for hours and then get cranky and sick of thinking about it and just do it! Any symptoms yet? I still have none really… not really any cramping either.
Loops – Thanks Loops… I sure hope so! :hugs:.
Oh, I will have everything for you to get another natural BFP! Do you usually have a long LP? I guess like you said, it will be hard to tell for you this month anyway… Praying you get a nice sticky little emby this month xx
AFM - Ok, I managed to build up the courage last night to do another POAS (I just got sick of thinking about it!) using a FRER and got a very faint 2nd line again . It was still too faint for my liking but it was a little stronger than the line from yesterday's test .
I'm trying not to get too excited as I know there is still along way to go yet..... on a not so good note, I had some brown discharge last night and this morning (seemed to come out with the excess progesterone pessarie - sorry for the TMI). Bit scared as I thought I saw a tiny bit of red in it last night . Hopefully it is nothing but it is making me anxious .
I have my Beta tomorrow so I guess I will find out what is going on then... oh, please, please, please be a sticky little one and settle in for the next 9months !
KMond ~ thanks hun, sure would be fantastic! Hope you're going well today - bring on the BFP for you!!
JosieJo ~ thank you. Remaining positive is the way to be. Hope time goes fast for you,
Coral ~ thanks hun, hugs to you! Yes I do usually have long LP's my cycles are usually anywhere between 30-36days but with my m/c's it has tended to get up to 40+days so really hard to know what will happen this month. I hope the bit of blood is just implantation! very tight still!
AFM ~ I too had some pink streaks yesterday arvo - hoping its implantation- then my temp this morning was 37.2 very high for the morning but that also could be due to still being a bit fluey, certainly not getting hopes up too much just yet. Although considering I believe I O'd only a few days ago it would be way to early for AF to be here. So yeh I'm quietly hopeful - perhaps its just our time at the moment. Just need one to eventually stick,
DAMMMIT! If I hit "reply to thread" instead of "post quick reply" ONE more time!
*Deep breaths*
TMS I am so sad for you. I'm very sorry
Coral- I am also trying not to get too excited about your faint second line- that is very encouraging news. I'm hoping that the brown discharge is nothing to worry about. It could be too many innocuous things to worry about too much just yet.
My BT is next friday the 22nd- which as you know, is a small millennia away!
Loops- That does sound like interesting things are happening
Coral - buckets and buckets and buckets of luck for tomorrow - really hope that emby is burrowing in and you get what you are hoping for with your beta tomorrow.
JosieJo - it totally feels like a milennia doesn't it - hope you're not slowly going mad. Hang in there!
Loops12 - sounds like you've got some good vibes happening there - hope it continues and that it's implantation you're seeing.
AFM - I'm going to POAS tomorrow night. Can't bear to wait for the nurses to tell me I need to have a fair idea before they ring or I'll be a complete basket case. Is it okay to test at night rather than in the am? I just don't want to do one in the am as I don't want to test and then have my DH disappear off to work and leave me on my pat malone feeling either miserable or elated - hence why I want to test tomorrow evening. Can't wait to put myself out of the 2WW misery though - bring on tomorrow pm.
Thank you all so much for you well wishes :hugs:... I don't know what I would do without your support.
Unfortunately, looks like things maybe over for me . I did a repeat FRER test last night and the line was so faint that I could hardly see it... so of course, I couldn't accept that and drove straight to Coles and bought a ClearBlue digital test. I waited the 3 minutes whilst the timer flashed and then of course 'NOT PREGNANT' appeard . Was pretty shattered to see it and I do not recommend buying these tests as to see those words in capitals was pretty horrible. I would much rather see no 2nd line! Bit annoyed with myself for getting mine and DH's hopes up .
Anyway, enough about me....
KMond - I am wishing you all the luck in the world and lots and lots ! I tested at night with my DS and it was still clear as day so you can really do either.... most people believe that there is a higher concentration of Hcg in the morning because you haven't been to the loo overnight. If you are + it will appear at anytime of the day.... :fingerscrossed: for you! I wanna see one of us with a BFP!
JosieJo - Only 8 more sleeps to go... I feel for ya... time just drags in the 2ww! How long does your clinic make you wait for a BT after transfer? Do you plan on POAS'ing? to you!
TMS - I am really sorry to hear you got a BFN hun :hugs:. Praying that you get it next time round and I hope you are feeling a bit better healthwise.
Loops12 - Oh Loops... that is a little bit exciting!! Pink cm is definitely a good sign and it seems to be at the right time for implantation - yay! Your temp is also looking good ! I'll be saying little 's for you. Make sure you keep us posted (I think you maybe on a roll here!).
Oh no Coral! That's terrible news! Yes indeed it's good that 'something' happened. But still...sigh...hugs for you. I hope your snuggled up somewhere with something terribly unhealthy to console yourself with
Kmond good luck for tonight, I will be waiting to see how you go. I understand the need to want no surprises. Better to have a second to deal with it either way first- before you need to be chatty and nice and listen to further instructions
Coral ~ very sorry - these chem pregs are so frustrating - so close but just not close enough You have one miracle though so I reckon it wont be long until you have your second. All the best hun! xo
KMond ~ how did your test go,
JosieJO ~ hope you're hanging in there, continue to have everything crossed for you!
AFM ~ did POAS before and what would you know BFN of course it still could be too early. Also just had my hair permed - needed a pick up. Probably not the best when trying to get PG smelling all these chemicals but at the same time we can't let TTC stop everything else in our lives.
Coral - so sorry - and yes I also hope you're consoling yourself with something terribly unhealthy. Will you do another FET straight away? Big hugs. I totally agree with Loops - hang in there hun.
Loops12 - I think you're right it could be too early so don't give up yet. You're so right about TTC not stopping everything else in your life. I so need to get with that program for my next cycle. Sure you are looking gorgeous with your new perm - good for you.
JosieJo - really need to see some BFP's in here so fingers crossed the luck will be yours this month.
AFM sooo I POAS tonight and it's a BFN for me. No scintilla of a sign of a second line - nada! So feeling pretty flat and disappointed as despite not feeling any symptoms at all for the last 10 days I was convinced today that I was starting to feel a few things but just wishful thinking I think. Glad I did the POAS tonight at home with DH as I'm feeling pretty shizen. Hate the fact I've still got to go for that blood test in the morning.
Nooo! Kmond! That's very sad! I'm glad you checked first too. is that it? Is a negative on a HPT going to be a negative in the bloods or is there a tiny glimmer of hope?Goodness what a hard couple of days its been! Yes, getting up tomorrow for the test will be challenging. Perhaps you should go straight from the path lab to the supermarket just in case you need stuff on standby for the evening. Poor chicken!
Loops I'm thinking if implantation happened when we're hoping it happened, it would still be too soon for a HPT to test positive wouldn't it? I am the ever hopeful!
I bet your perm looks pretty too- and fully concur about not letting TTC stop everything- it's pretty much taken me the last 6 or 8 years to learn that...
Technically I am back in the 2WW. I am CD 17. Pretty sure I ovulated sometime over the past couple of days. BDing every night so if there is an egg to catch we have a shot. Highly, highly unlikely I would get UTD naturally but you have to be in it to win it I guess!!
Will probably start IVF again at the end of this cycle, although tossing up on whether to wait another cycle and lose a couple more kilos first?? Not sure if a couple of kilos will make much difference????
Anyway, as it is a natural cycle, it doesn't seem like I am TTC at all. Less angst that way so not all bad!
Fingers crossed we get some more BFPs in here really soon!
Thanks very much ladies, I did read up afterwards and yes I think it was definitely to early to test.
My temp hasnt been high at all but I have had the odd cramp and chirn of nauseousness - so I am still remaining a little hopeful. Also been *cough* a little constipated and boos are getting sore now, although that could be AF coming. Have had extra CM too. Hard to know!!
KMond ~ sorry for your BFN hun, did the BT confirm? Hope you can have another go soon.
JosieJo and N2L ~ hope you're both well and surviving the TWW, for both of you and N2L - hope its a wonderful natural miracle, it can happen!!
I am feeling ok bout it now... have been a little up and down but BT on Saturday confirmed chem preg and I stopped using the progesterone. Can feel AF coming so will ring clinic on Day 1 to start another FET cycle.
KMond - I am so sorry hun, for your BFN . I know how rotten it feels... I hope you are pampering yourself. Praying that we will both be successful next time round.
Loops - Way too early to POAS! I reckon so anyways.... I'll be lurking and keeping an eye on how things progress . I'm thinking the pink CM is a GOOD sign. Sending you lots of .
N2L - Miracles do happen... sending you lots and lots of for you natural 2ww!
JosieJo - You can't be far from BT now?? I have everything for you and I hope you start the long line of BFP's in here!
How are you feeling?
. Is there a good movie you can settle down and watch this arvo? I love watching movies so I can just switch off for a couple of hours.
’ing for you that it is a really sticky one!
for you to get another natural BFP! Do you usually have a long LP? I guess like you said, it will be hard to tell for you this month anyway… Praying you get a nice sticky little emby this month xx
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Big hugs TMS - so sorry. Hoping that it won't be too long before you are able to try again.
2ww'ers!!
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! I tested at night with my DS and it was still clear as day so you can really do either.... most people believe that there is a higher concentration of Hcg in the morning because you haven't been to the loo overnight. If you are + it will appear at anytime of the day.... :fingerscrossed: for you! I wanna see one of us with a BFP!
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Coral - so sorry - and yes I also hope you're consoling yourself with something terribly unhealthy. Will you do another FET straight away? Big hugs. I totally agree with Loops - hang in there hun.
and keeping an eye on how things progress 
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