LTTTC Two Week Wait # 7

**nothing2lose** · July 16th, 2011, 01:42 PM

Hi all

Technically I am back in the 2WW. I am CD 17. Pretty sure I ovulated sometime over the past couple of days. BDing every night so if there is an egg to catch we have a shot. Highly, highly unlikely I would get UTD naturally but you have to be in it to win it I guess!!

Will probably start IVF again at the end of this cycle, although tossing up on whether to wait another cycle and lose a couple more kilos first?? Not sure if a couple of kilos will make much difference????

Anyway, as it is a natural cycle, it doesn't seem like I am TTC at all. Less angst that way so not all bad!

Fingers crossed we get some more BFPs in here really soon!

take care all x

**Loops12** · July 16th, 2011, 03:49 PM

Thanks very much ladies, I did read up afterwards and yes I think it was definitely to early to test.
My temp hasnt been high at all but I have had the odd cramp and chirn of nauseousness - so I am still remaining a little hopeful. Also been *cough* a little constipated and boos are getting sore now, although that could be AF coming. Have had extra CM too. Hard to know!!

KMond ~ sorry for your BFN hun, did the BT confirm?

Hope you can have another go soon.

JosieJo and N2L ~ hope you're both well and surviving the TWW,

for both of you and N2L - hope its a wonderful natural miracle, it can happen!!

**Coral73** · July 17th, 2011, 02:47 PM

JosieJo, KMond & Loops - Thanks Ladies

I am feeling ok bout it now... have been a little up and down but BT on Saturday confirmed chem preg and I stopped using the progesterone. Can feel AF coming so will ring clinic on Day 1 to start another FET cycle.

KMond - I am so sorry hun, for your BFN

. I know how rotten it feels... I hope you are pampering yourself. Praying that we will both be successful next time round.

Loops - Way too early to POAS! I reckon so anyways.... I'll be lurking

and keeping an eye on how things progress

. I'm thinking the pink CM is a GOOD sign. Sending you lots of

.

N2L - Miracles do happen... sending you lots and lots of

for you natural 2ww!

JosieJo - You can't be far from BT now?? I have everything

for you and I hope you start the long line of BFP's in here!

GOOD LUCK Ladies

**JosieJo** · July 17th, 2011, 08:27 PM

Welcome back N2L! Fingers crossed for natural miracles for both you and Loops- wouldn't that rock??

Coral I'm glad you're feeling up to another round already. Who decides if you need to wait or not? Is it a mutual thing btwn you and your care providers?

AFM- Still going on. Symptoms are less now than last week. Trying not to feel sad about not being nauseous all the time

Still got sensitive smell, emotional and getting up all night to wee lol so best to think of the positives!

Good luck everyone

**Coral73** · July 19th, 2011, 03:24 PM

Hey JosieJo,

Not too long now until your BT - yay

! I hope

those symptoms are still hanging around for you and that it means good things to come!

My clinic asked me if I wanted to go straight into another cycle and I was more than happy to as with a natural FET it is so non-invasive

. I remember they made me wait a month after a failed stim though to give my body a break even though I would have liked to have tried again straight away!

Sending you lots and lots of

!

**Yogi Bear** · July 24th, 2011, 04:59 PM

JosieJo

its so frustrating having a chem pg, but i will still be praying for good results on monday

honestly you just never ever know in this crazy game!! Miracles really can happen...hang in there xxx

Saffy

Yaaaa for PUPO!! Sounds like you are in a great position with a perfect blastie on board...i really hope he/she decides to stick around for the long long haul!!

Kristie, i hope you feel better soon and you aren't coming down with anything? Try not to stress if you do feel a bit off over the next few weeks, i have seen ladies who have been quite ill during 2WW and still managed a lovely sticky BFP...rest up and take it easy

...its a good reason to curl up in bed with a good book anyway!!

Have a great night!
xx

**Bianeczka** · July 24th, 2011, 09:54 PM

Hello all,

Well only 4 days to go for me until i have my BT and find out for sure about my 1st IVF transfer. Unlike many other ppl it seems, i have no desire to test early and then spend time evaluating results- are they correct, are they not- i am quite content to just patiently wait til thursday. Like most of you gals, learned patience is an unintended positive side effect of trying too long to conceive.

I have had very powerful cramps in my uterus area since transfer, and in particularly over the past few days. Im trying not to analyse it too much, but a couple times within the day i will distract myself to just dwell on it. If i didnt usually get these between ovulation and AF i would feel positive, however i normally do get these cramps- ever since my lap anyway. Maybe to do with the endo? I have no idea, and no one ever seems to give answers, but all i know is, i do get these cramps. This cycle though, it definitely feels more pronounced than normal. But hey, im not naive, i know it could also be the prelude to AF comin along....but anyway, its a lovely little distraction during the day to dwell on the positives for a bit.

I am very aware that this thursday will either be an unbelievably celebratory momentous day, or conversely, a day that is very much the opposite. I am aware of this huge divide in the emotional possibilities here...just taking it in my stride....

Kristie and Saffy- all the best for your tww- im hoping very much that you get your BFPs we are all with you!

B.

**Miss.B** · July 24th, 2011, 10:12 PM

Just popping my head in to wish you all the very best for your BT ladies!

Bianeczka, I don't know if the cramping is to do with with endo or not, but I had cramping on and off during my 2WW and of course I thought AF was on her way, but I couldn't wait and I tested 11dpt and I had my very faint line. My BT was scheduled 5 days later but I already had an appointment with my FS which I made weeks earlier in case that transfer didn't work and the FS did the BT then and there and I got the good news that night. GL sweetie, I hope you get your BFP!

**Saffy** · July 25th, 2011, 08:12 PM

hi girls,
how is everyone going?
I am trying to distract myself from thinking about the tww , today I went clothes shopping and tomorrow driving to Melbourne to go to Ikea, hopefully all this retail therapy will make the days pass quickly- as if!!
I *think* I have been having cramping this evening, not v strong but who knows...
Good luck to all the girls with BT this week, anyone going to POAS beforehand?? Or do you have willpower???
STICKYVIBES for everyone xxxx

**Coral73** · July 26th, 2011, 09:21 AM

Hey JosieJo,

I'm really sorry to hear your news, hun

. I was hoping that you would be the one to change the luck in here...

'ing that you will recieve a nice surprise at you next beta and that your numbers turn around. Thinking of you..

Good Luck

to all the other ladies in the 2ww and sending you all lots and lots of

!

**Yogi Bear** · July 28th, 2011, 02:42 PM

Hi

Bianeczka

its never ever easy getting a negative result, whether it be your first or last attempt...it just SUCKS!! Take time away from ttc and be extra kind to each other, its amazing how a little time & space can re-energise us to push forward on this crappy journey! Thinking of you & we are here anytime xxx

Sending out big hugs to you all for your kind words & support

I'm feeling a bit better today, but have been having terrible trouble sleeping these last few nights...thoughts going round & round, mainly sad for the years we have 'lost' through all this. I feel like we have just been surviving life and not really living life. Then i worry about the future and the new path we are thinking of embarking on, what if we fail at that too??! Maybe we are better off NOT being parents?
Jeazzz its hard, how do you know what the do? We need to actively make a decision to stop ivf treatment as it is impossible for us to fall naturally...how do we know if its the right decision? So many questions going on in me head at the moment, and yeah i know i know i am still in with a chance with this cycle but i've had just as many positives as negatives and i know my body too well now....i'm pretty sure am not pregnant this time

Saffy, the cramping sounds reallllllyyy promising!!! I hope this is it for you.

kristie, also good signs for you too

have you poas yet? I think i will do the dreaded wee test on saturday morning...i'll be 12dpo and will know for sure by then. THat way i can have some drinky poos on sat night and feel like a 'normal' person again!! my bt is monday.

Look after yourselves everyone
Yogi
xxx

**kristie86** · July 28th, 2011, 03:42 PM

Yogi- No i havent poas yet i am leaving it until 2moro morning which will be the day before my bt so that way i will know the result i get 2moro will more then likley be the correct one. I really hope my body isnt playing a trick on me and that whats going on is for the reason i want it to be.

I hope everyone else is not going to crazy in their 2ww. BRING ON THE BFP'S

**Saffy** · July 28th, 2011, 04:31 PM

kristie- I think you are UTD I hope the poas and the BT confirm my suspicions!! And yes, I have started going crazy unfortunately

yogi- glad you are feeling slightly better ( its the best we can hope for under the circumstances).... I know what you mean when you say you know you are not pregnant

unfortunately we know our bodies so well.....I wish someone would look into the future and tell us what to do so it makes decisions easier...big hugs for you hun xx

bianeczka-how are you going hunny?? xx

afm: starting to go slightly crazy, i am so impatient, I'm feeling it could go either way with me so time will tell, don't want to get my hopes up too much cos I don't want the big letdown, only symptoms are cramping at night and v emotional, but I know its too early anyway....my boobs aren't telling me anything either

**kristie86** · July 29th, 2011, 08:19 AM

Well im out girls, woke up this morning to very familiar cramps that i get when Af is coming or here, And i was right that nasty witch has come. POAS anyways and it was a BFN. So i dont know where to go from here, im thinking of swapping clinics as i wasnt very impressed with the one we went to and they were ment to be one of the best in australia, but from the start of stims things didnt go to well i had 60 follicles but only 1 or 2 a decent size and that is how it stayed, They rang me to do the trigger and i questioned why i was even bothering when there was not enough decent follicles, why did they not cancel when they saw i wasnt responding as good as i should. So egg pickup was done and we got 4 eggs2 which fertilized, and went in for a 2day transfer to be told that the egg was very fragmented and only average, again why did they just cancel and not bother, I feel that they went through with the whole process just to get the money at the end, everything was always either average or not going very well so why not cancel and try again using another protocol instead they made us waste money when they knew that the whole cycle was crap.

Sorry for my rant i just had to get it off my chest, i had doubts about it all before and the doctors and nurses talked me into it when i should have listened to my head and my heart.

Best of luck to everyone else on their 2ww and hope you all get BFP'S because we really need to see some in here.

**Yogi Bear** · August 3rd, 2011, 10:52 AM

Hi
Just got my results and its positive! hCG 160, prog 236. Having another bt on friday...already nervous about that now!!
i know this is a good start but still being cautious not to get hopes up at all. I dont think i will ever truly let myself believe i am having a baby until i'm huffin 'n' puffin through labour!

Thanks ladies for all your support, means so much

Saffy....still have a good feeling for you