LTTTC Two Week Wait # 7

[Coral73]

Afternoon Ladies,

As per my earlier post, as you know, my AF had arrived .

I need to start at the beginning, so here we go:

At approx 2-3am this morning I dreamt that my period had arrived (it was so livid and felt so real). I was really upset in my dream and was trying to tell or convince someone in it that I could still be pregnant though???? Anyways, I woke up and then went to the toilet at approx 3:30am and wiped and saw that the toilet paper was dark. I turned the light on and of course there was a large swipe of bright red (sorry TMI ) so knew my dream was a premonition of some sort and that AF had arrived. I went back to bed and consoled myself back to sleep thinking that I couldn't even except that it was all over even in my dream and was still trying to protest that I might be pregnant ! My alarm then went at 4:30am so I could insert my morning pessarie.....I thought I better do it anyway and got up and did it, again more red.

I then woke at 6:00am and went to the loo and surprise, surprise... more red. Knew AF was here . DH & I went and had the BT done as per protocol this morning so I could have confirmation to stop the pessaries. I told the clinic nurse that AF had arrived and asked if there was anything else I could do as this cycle my pesseraie dose was upped from 2 to 3 p/day and still my period pushed through. She said there is not much else they can do and that the pessaries don't always hold off AF, however, they do help you if you are pregnant.

So anyways..... my clinic called just after lunch and my nurse asked if I was sitting down. I said that I was as I was driving at the time (wasn't too interested in the conversation at this stage) and then she blurted out 'congratulations you are pregnant'! I was in disbelief and said are you sure and did she have the right results? She said it was my name at the top of the form - no mistakes. I burst into tears and didn't believe her of course and she said that I definitely am and that my numbers were strong - Hcg: 167 and Progesterone: 70 ! I asked her about the bleeding and she said that my situation is exactly why they tell girls never to stop the meds even if they have a bleed as there is still a chance you could be pregnant. She said not to be concerned about the bleed as some people do get a breakthrough bleed at this time.

I can't believe it ! DH & I are just so, so happy!!