Im really sorry for your BFN Meo. You sound like you are being really strong, and you still have 5 bubsiclles too . I have one friend @ 13wks, one friend @ 40wks, one friend with newborn twin girls, and another with a 3 month old girl. Everywhere, everyday it seems everyone is UTD. It does hurt. Hang in there, another TWW could be only weeks away!! Mell....................