Hi BDT,

I get everything you say. It's so hard to stay strong on this journey. That's why we are all good for each other here on BB.

My SIL is getting married on Sat and I am so so so excited for her but scared as well as my BT is on Fri. DH's best friends wife is pg and will be there. They are from Syd and I haven't even spoken to her since she found out and another girl there is pg too. While you are so happy for other people you also just wish it could be your time. It's just such an emotional rollercoaster...Like now, I am busting for Friday but also, ignorance is bliss IFKWIM??

I'm worried how I'll be on Sat if I get a BFN..Am thinking of asking my clinic if I can maybe test a day early so I can pull myself together if necessary.

Hope you have a relaxing night. Lots of exciting things happening at the olympics!!

You sound to be doing ok which is good. I'm here if you need me.

Big hugs
Bel