Hi Sara,
This life is crazy, what we do to ourselves for this hoped for BFP. And it is so unfair that everyone else seems to have it happen so easily.

12dpo is still early, they say the average to test positive is 13.6 dpo, so you are still in with a chance.

I guess I have given up on this one, have already planned out the dates for my next stim cycle, I think I will have to go back on the pill next month and start stims around the end of Sept, EPU on the 10th Oct and ET on the 13th. EDD would be 2 July 2009. I am crazy! Ahead of myself already. I guess that is called being optimistic.

DH's sister gets married the 18th Oct, we will be away for 4 days and the timing looks close. Am now doing some research to see if it is absolutely necessary to go on the pill next cycle, or if I can go straight into a stim cycle. I hate to say this too, but I have been secretly fearing that she will get pregnant before me (she's 29) and have been so fearful that it will happen straight after the wedding. DH is 7 years older than her, I really wanted him to be the first one to have a child. I feel so guilty and just want to be pregnant and am so scared that it always happens to everyone else but me. Sigh.

I guess the waiting continues.

Stay positive, you only have a few more days to you BT, and lots of .