thanks for making me feel really welcome.
Bee - fabulous news and glad you made it to your first TWW too. I know for me it feels like a major milestone. I think I am still in the 'honeymoon' period where I am just happy to be in the TWW, so not looking forward to when the anxiety kicks in as it inevitably will.
Lissie - I have everything crossed for you that tomorrow is your day for BFP!! That's what this thread needs is a BFP - so bring it on!! I am going to use you as an inspiration to not test too, its great you have remained so strong.
Bei - I think sacking your real estate agent sounds like a good outlet! You go girl there are some shockers out there
Lulu and futuremum hope you are feeling better and sending hugs your way
Nixon Good luck to you too, not long to go now
And to everyone, there is so much courage here amongst the pain that I just wanted to say you all rock big time, and thanks for having the time to listen to others whilst you deal with your own lot.
Ciao for now and big hugs
I am here, lurking, wishing Lissie the best of luck for the BT today . Goodluck to everyone else approaching the end of the TWW... hope AF stays away for you all.
Last edited by Maruschke; August 29th, 2008 at 10:20 PM.
Well unfortunately its a BFN - pretty upset - was trying so very hard to be positive but now i just need some time to lick my wounds and then will have another transfer in a few weeks time hopefully. Only one left now and thats the end of the road for me and its pretty scary stuff. Anyway wishing/hoping and that the rest of you get a BFP this time round. Think i might have a few drinks tonight not that it will help much but hey why not. to the rest of you.
I'm so sorry, Lissie. I'll be praying for your next cycle. Have a few drinks - if nothing else it will loosen you up to have a good old, body shaking, gut-wrenching cry. I hope you are ok.
Thinking of you.
X
Oh, I am so sorry to hear your news Lissie I know nothing I say will make you feel better, try to look forward and remember it only takes one to make a baby, and the one could be your next cycle.
Have a relaxed weekend and don't be too hard to yourself! If you need us, you know we will be here for you....
Lulu - you know i am thinking of you too hun - its a real s##t isn't it - god i hate this sooooo much, i just got off the phone with a girlfriend who has had two ivf kiddies, the first was after her 10th go with donor eggs at 45yrs old and her second was when she was 47yrs old same batch of eggs - i keep telling her how lucky she is - and she keeps telling me not to give up but i just have no where to go after this last embie - anyway i am not going to think about that until we get our next result and i sure hope i won't have to think about it. Lulu i wish we could share a bottle of wine with you tonight and drown our sorrows together, but hey i will have a drink for you and still that a miracle might happen for you with the BT.
She is very lucky indeed Lissie - but I am sure she knows it.
It is the hardest road any of us will ever travel. It is just too hard to face the realisation that mother nature has chosen to ignore us and our pleas..
i too suffer from endo. i had a lap in feb 2004 and was told i severve endo and polyps removed. i fell pregnant 3 months later after ttc for 2 years.
i started ttc in june 2006 when my dd was 18 months thinking it would be easy! little did i know that this time would be even harder.
i spent last year ttc with fs. 8 months on clomid trying naturally, another lap to remove large chocolate cyst, and 4 months of iui's. nothing worked. while doing all this i saw a naturapath, did chinese medicine and had accupuncture. still nothing.
i quit my job in january thinking maybe the stress was having some effect on things. then in June i started my first ivf. everything went so well. 12 eggs, 6 fertilised, 2 x 4 celled embies transfered and then the tww. i had some swelling and pain on the first week, but then it turned into "prenant" feelings. saw boobs, nausea, tired all the time and weeing.
i got my result on wednesday. i was not expecting what i was about to hear, as i was positive that i was pregnant. the nurse told me that i had been pregnant at some stage as my hcg level was 9? what did that mean. i was so confussed. she said that the embryo had tried to attach but had come away. that this level of hcg was too small to be considered viable. i stopped the crinone and all my symptoms went away. i am now waiting for Af.
has anyone ever had this happen before? i wish i was told , that i would understand.
i keep thinking that maybe i was pregnant and shouldnt have stopped the crinone. i have read on several web sites that women have gone on to have healthy babies and have started off with a really low level. As long as it the level starts to double.
well thanks for reading my ranting. i am off to see the pyc on monday so hope she helps.
thanks
michelle
me 35 dh 35
dd 3.5 yrs
ttc 2yrs
8 x months clomid
4 x iui's
1 x lap
1 x failed IVF
4 frozen embies waiting
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Good luck Lissie
xoxoxoxoxoxoxooxoxoxover you way...
. Goodluck to everyone else approaching the end of the TWW... hope AF stays away for you all.
that the rest of you get a BFP this time round. Think i might have a few drinks tonight not that it will help much but hey why not.
to the rest of you.
I know nothing I say will make you feel better, try to look forward and remember it only takes one to make a baby, and the one could be your next cycle.
! little did i know that this time would be even harder.
still nothing.
what did that mean. i was so confussed. she said that the embryo had tried to attach but had come away. that this level of hcg was too small to be considered viable. i stopped the crinone and all my symptoms went away. i am now waiting for Af.
, that i would understand.
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