Yeah, the drugs really effecting me too .... I am a wreck but trying to put on a brave face for my boys

You are way too early for a hpt to be accurate, so dont worry about the neg. I tested on hpt day of beta test to prepare myself if the news was going to be bad, so guess I kind of set myself up for disappointment by trusting the positive test {3 tests mind you haha} HPTs are obviously picking up smaller amounts of hcg than they advertise {I thought they were only picking up 25 units but my level was 14}

Anyway, try to take it easy and be kind to yourself. I really have my fingers crossed for you that you will be getting THE best anniversary gift x Lis