Same from me. Good luck. I'll be keeping my fingers crossed for you, Lissie.
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Same from me. Good luck. I'll be keeping my fingers crossed for you, Lissie.
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:stork-girl::stork-girl:Good luck Lissie:stork-boy::stork-boy:xoxoxoxoxoxoxooxoxox
Lissie, :goodluck2:, will be thinking of you and many many :pink-babydust: over you way...
I am here, lurking, wishing Lissie the best of luck for the BT today :goodluck:. Goodluck to everyone else approaching the end of the TWW... hope AF stays away for you all. :stickyvibesboy:
Hi ladies,
Well unfortunately its a BFN - pretty upset - was trying so very hard to be positive but now i just need some time to lick my wounds and then will have another transfer in a few weeks time hopefully. Only one left now and thats the end of the road for me and its pretty scary stuff. Anyway wishing/hoping and :pray: that the rest of you get a BFP this time round. Think i might have a few drinks tonight not that it will help much but hey why not. :bluedust: to the rest of you.
I'm so sorry, Lissie. I'll be praying for your next cycle. Have a few drinks - if nothing else it will loosen you up to have a good old, body shaking, gut-wrenching cry. I hope you are ok.
:hug:
Thinking of you.
X
so sorry lissie. hoping a bfp next time hugs and more hugs to you. ooxx
Oh, I am so sorry to hear your news Lissie :hug::hug: I know nothing I say will make you feel better, try to look forward and remember it only takes one to make a baby, and the one could be your next cycle.
Have a relaxed weekend and don't be too hard to yourself! If you need us, you know we will be here for you....:grouphug:
Oh Lissie - I am so sorry. Nothing to be said - but I really know how you're feeling right now.. (literally) :hug:
Lulu - are you okay hun - your mood says sad has something happened - i sure hope not.
Lissie :hug: I'm so sorry.
Just the same reason as you lovely Lissie...I don't need Mondays BT to tell me what I already know..
Lulu - you know i am thinking of you too hun - its a real s##t isn't it - god i hate this sooooo much, i just got off the phone with a girlfriend who has had two ivf kiddies, the first was after her 10th go with donor eggs at 45yrs old and her second was when she was 47yrs old same batch of eggs - i keep telling her how lucky she is - and she keeps telling me not to give up but i just have no where to go after this last embie - anyway i am not going to think about that until we get our next result and i sure hope i won't have to think about it. Lulu i wish we could share a bottle of wine with you tonight and drown our sorrows together, but hey i will have a drink for you and still :pray: that a miracle might happen for you with the BT. :hug::hug::hug:
She is very lucky indeed Lissie - but I am sure she knows it.
It is the hardest road any of us will ever travel. It is just too hard to face the realisation that mother nature has chosen to ignore us and our pleas..
hi everyone,
i too suffer from endo. i had a lap in feb 2004 and was told i severve endo and polyps removed. i fell pregnant 3 months later after ttc for 2 years.
i started ttc in june 2006 when my dd was 18 months thinking it would be easy:cryinglaugh:! little did i know that this time would be even harder.
i spent last year ttc with fs. 8 months on clomid trying naturally, another lap to remove large chocolate cyst, and 4 months of iui's. nothing worked. while doing all this i saw a naturapath, did chinese medicine and had accupuncture. :( still nothing.
i quit my job in january thinking maybe the stress was having some effect on things. then in June i started my first ivf. everything went so well. 12 eggs, 6 fertilised, 2 x 4 celled embies transfered and then the tww. i had some swelling and pain on the first week, but then it turned into "prenant" feelings. saw boobs, nausea, tired all the time and weeing.
i got my result on wednesday. i was not expecting what i was about to hear, as i was positive that i was pregnant.:cryinglaugh: the nurse told me that i had been pregnant at some stage as my hcg level was 9? :think:what did that mean. i was so confussed. she said that the embryo had tried to attach but had come away. that this level of hcg was too small to be considered viable. i stopped the crinone and all my symptoms went away. i am now waiting for Af.
has anyone ever had this happen before? i wish i was told :bfn:, that i would understand.
i keep thinking that maybe i was pregnant and shouldnt have stopped the crinone. i have read on several web sites that women have gone on to have healthy babies and have started off with a really low level. As long as it the level starts to double.
well thanks for reading my ranting. i am off to see the pyc on monday so hope she helps.
thanks
michelle
me 35 dh 35
dd 3.5 yrs
ttc 2yrs
8 x months clomid
4 x iui's
1 x lap
1 x failed IVF
4 frozen embies waiting:clap:
:hug::(Lissie and Lulu:(:hug:never enough words!!!
Kitty,
I am sorry you are having such a hard time TTC - sadly there are some of us that know that pain so well - too well. Anyway 9hcg is way to low to be a viable pregnancy at that stage - i too had the same thing happen to me, my hcg was 20 and still far too low for a viable pregnancy - you did nothing wrong with stopping meds - i am sure there are alot of us who have had this experience and its hard i know. Just keep trying if you can - alot of doctors say its a numbers game - just waiting for the right embie to come along.
Wishing you luck :hug:
Lissie- I am truly sorry. You and DH look after each other and your hearts. Am thinking of you.
Hugs Bel
Oh lissie and lulu have been thinking of you both so very sorry :hug:
futuremum
Hey everyone,
Do you mind if I join you? I am in the tww .... this is our 2nd FET {transfer was on 18th Aug} and I have my fingers crossed for a BFP when I have my blood test on Monday 1st Sept.
We have 2 Sons who we conceived naturally, but DH now has a fertility issue which has obviously only occured recently so this is all very new to us.
I have cheated and taken a hpt which is positive, but I had a Pregnyl booster shot last Sunday {1500iu} so I know that would be the drugs .... does anyone know how long that stays in your system?
The wait is harder this time than the last cycle - maybe as I started off very optimistic and I guess when one fresh and then one FET doesnt work, it makes you wonder if it ever will? I am really tired, boobs are sore and have been cramping on and off all week, but I know that could be the drug ****tail too {am on progesterone pessaries}..... dont want to over analyse anything, but cant help but obsess over every twinge.
Anyway, good luck to you all & take care x Lis
Welcome loulou :)
I also have my BT Monday yep you just feel so pregnant on the pregnyl & crinone
And then often find out you're not :/
Thanks ...... yeah hpt still testing positive today but I think I am getting some kind of sick satisfaction just having that extra line there with me over the next few days ...... I know its more than likely still the pregnyl in my system, but it's kind of comforting seeing that line there for some reason.
Feel very AF'y this morning ..... cramps have me feeling for sure I am not pregnant whereas yesterday there was no cramping, my boobs were feeling 'heavy' and I was exhausted so was thinking that we may be in there with a chance this month.
Am seriously going crazy - good luck to everyone out there in the tww and otherwise x Lis
Hi everyone,
Can I join in too! I've got my 3rd icsi underway and got the BT on Wednesday. (3.9.08)Up till today I've managed not to think about it too much, but I think on the weekend it is worse because I am trying not to do to much and also it was about this time last cycle that blood started appearing (even though i was pregnant - but then miscarried at 7 weeks) Aaaaghhh! it drives you crazy, doesn't it? I'm having some tummy pains but then that could be a good sign or a bad sign. I've been feeling positive because our embryos were so much better this time - we got to freeze 7 blastocysts(!) whereas the last 2 times we had nothing to freeze at all....but then i feel i might be jinxing myself by being too ****y..
Hope everyone else is going ok. Does anyone else have their test about the same time?
Just wanting to wish Bei and Nic all the best for the BT...
Thinking of you both..xx
Welcome Loulou and mek, hope you both will have BFP at the end of TWW.
Nixon, just want to come in to wish you luck for tomorrow, you will have to do it for both of us to bring on a BFP, I think I am most likely to be out of race now. It will truly be a miracle if b/t comes back otherwise...but I am feeling ok surprisingly, just wish the time could go quicker to fast forward to Oct...
Minniemouse and Lissie, I hope you two beautiful women are holding up ok, :hug: will be checking on you later on...
Hi girls
So sorry to hear Lissy and Minnie Mouse news take care of yourselves, im only new to the IVF game and its one hell of a ride but hold on for as long as you can **hugs**
Beibei and Nixon your nearly there only 1 or 2 sleeps to go and your there wishing you both the very best.
AFM- I still got one week to go feeling nauseous, horrible gas, sore BB, really tired and i only had a pregnyl trigger 2 weeks ago. My clinic dont test me till 5weeks or 35 days not sure about anyone else, im already 10dpo. Don't want to HPT to afraid of what it will be plus so busy at work 8 days straight!!
Love to you all!!
Bee(25) DH(31)
Stick bubbie stick!!
hi all.
well i have got 7 days til af would be due and 11 days to testing and i am going CRAZY !!:doh:
i am feeling all the usuall pre af symtoms.
sweet cravings and pimples too.
i do not feel preg at all and i am sure it hasn't worked this time.:wall:
i am usually so positive but i just don't feel good about this and as much as i'd love it to be a BFP i really don't think it has worked?!
how long can two weeks actually take!!!! FEELS LIKE FOREVER ALREADY!!!
i don't even feel like personals and i love them. sorry i'll try to be happy:pray:
hope everyone else isn't as crazy as me.
HI Girls,
Wanting to wish Nixon and Bei only the very best - Nixon you are today aren't you and Bei are you today or tomorrow - anyway :goodluck2: to both of you and i sure hope you both get to annouce a BFP.
Goodluck to everyone else on the TWW - i will hopefully be back in a few weeks time.
Hey girls,
BeiBei - All the best for the BT sweets. I hope you get a pleasant surprise. I know what you mean about the kind of being ok. I've been trying to prepare myself for a disappointment. It's human nature, babe, we do the best we can to protect ourselves. Big hugs. X
LuLu, Bee, Lissie - Thanks for the kind words. It wouldn't have been as easy a TWW without each of you.
AFM: Woke up with miserable cramping this morning. I've been cramping on and off for the last week. I don't know what to think any more. I've talked myself into every single possible outcome and then talked myself out of each one just as quickly.
Was wide awake at 6 - into the clinic by 7 - bloods are done and now I wait......again :-).
The nurse thought the results would be back a bit sooner than if I'd had them done during the week. Sunday must be a slow day. The phone is glued to my hand and the volume is up as high as it will go.
So, I'll let you know later what the outcome is. It is possible that I will need to have the test done again tomorrow because I did change to a day earlier than they scheduled me for.
Anyway - here's hoping.
X
You did a BT on a Sunday? Hope it is the one for you :)
Yep - SIVF do whatever on whichever day. One of the good things about them from my perspective. :-)
The b/t at SIVF this morning was a bit of adventure. I was lucky to get in early, a few second after my blood is done, the whole building went out of electricity...hehe, we have to get out of the building through the fire exit...hope the guys left behind still manage to get their blood done though.
This happened just before 8am, so Nic, you probably wasn't caught in the drama. Completely can picture your phone-glued-in-your-hand scenario, best best wishes for you sweetie and I truly hope that ring will bring you the best news!!!:hug: I will be glued to the computer to check your news!:)
I did a test yesterday and it was negative, so I will be holding my breath. But I will let you know what's the result anyway.
Hey everyone,
Just got the call.........BFP
I'm in shock.
x
Did you really??
OMG congratulations!! That's so good, so wonderful.
WOW I'd be in shock too. Excellent nixon
Thanks FM.
I can't believe it. Yep - My levels were at 130. Whatever that means. They were looking for levels of at least 100.
Can't believe it
I'm really, really happy for you. I just searched your posts to see if you've said this or that about how you've been feeling this last week LOL
Nic - :hooray: :hooray: :hooray:
Well done! Wahoo couldn't be happier for you!!! :dance:
Big congrats for Nic, well done lady, you so deserved this! :cheer::cheer::cheer:
Mine came back with no surprises, i just want to thank the girls in TWW to make it so much easier for me and I will sure see you on the other side.
Wish you all still TWW have lots of BFPs!
Nixon,
I just had a feeling that you were pregnant - :cheer: :clap::dance: absolutely wonderful darling - could not be happier for you. Now take care of yourself and that little bubba growing inside.
Bei,
I am so so sorry sweetie that it did not work out this time - bloody hard i know - cry today it will make you feel better. I know thats all i do the day i am told. Take care of yourself and heres hoping next cycle is yours.:clap::dance::clap: