Janie,

stop beating yourself up! Its okay - i think we have all done at one time or another. Thats why i hate HPT's but they are also very tempting to all of us. My logical brain says wait for BT as sometimes the HPT's have been wrong - but then the impatient brain says pee on that stick! You are right sometimes POAS brings no comfort sometimes they actually make things worse. My BT is next Monday and i could POAS this weekend - i have not bought one - i don't want to - but yet again i want to be prepared whilst i am at work on Monday - i don't want to be negative but if i get bad news am i going to cry all over the place again???? I can't do it at this job, i work for a Chiropractor at the front desk and only one of me no one to cover me and a waiting room full of patients - YIKES!!! This is a bit of a dilema for me - pls girls what would you do if you were in my shoes?????
Hope you all have a nice day.