It's so close now I'm so so so excited. I still feel so different this time. I haven't told very many people and I think that has been a big help. Last time there were too many well wishers. I know they mean well but I got sick of all the pressure. This time it's DP step son, and one lady from work who is 7 months pregnant after TTC for 4 years. I know she respects my privacy and only does a thumbs up sign when she sees me. Makes me feel happy but not like she's in my personal life too much.

Any other ladies feel like that with ICSI/IVF TTC, no privacy, everyone thinks it's ok to tak TTC 24/7.

Being in my own home this week has been amazing. I've had a great feeling all week, It's PEACE and space. Love it!

So 8am Monday. In I go then busy busy busy till Noon when I find out. BFP