LTTTC Two Week Wait - March 2008 #1

[saph204]

Miss C thanks for the encouraging words. It is so easy to become negative in this game. With my DS I waited for three weeks for Af to arrive with the same cramping and guess what I was already seven weeks.This arvo cramping has gone back to in my ovaries and is more like stitch when i move the wrong way. Oh role on tuesday this is making me insane. Was looking at bed for my DS today incase i need to kick him out of cot but decided to wait till tues not point upsetting the apple cart if it is for nothing.

Hope everyone is having a lovely easter.

[waiting1]

Hello lovely ladies... well im out

damn it.... try # 6 in April.... only 2 embryos left but the batch doesnt seem to be a good one.... see some of you next month ! Congrats to those off the roller coaster...

Girls so much luck for the 25th. Im not back at work then but have to go for BT anyway - so will log on to see if you two get some luck.

Love Waiting......

[~BecD~]

Awww hon I'm so sorry
(((HUGS)))

[Carla MP]

Saph and Waiting...Im so sorry..its so hard on the old head and body isnt it.....
Miss C..thankyou so much for you kind words.
Im not really sure what is going on at the moment. AF stillhasnt arrived. On Friday night I had a spot of a small amount of brown (TMI SORY) only when I wiped so was devastated....POAS Saturday morning and got negative..had another spot of brown only when I wiped this morning. But AF was due Saturday. Spoke to my nurse and she said that it might have been too early to test but didnt want to give me hope. Feels like AF is trying to break through but nothing. I am regular so I should have seen AF yesterday or would have thought this morning but nothing. i dont want to get my hopes up as brown spotting this far down the track usnt a good sign but where is AF? I am still going in for my BT Tuesday but not looking like it will be good news.
We only have one egg left and am scared tog o again as going for anothe Stim cycle and an EPU scares me and to tell you the truth, we dont have the money to do so. Might have an appointment with my FS on Tuesday afternoon to discuss the next step whether to have a break or touse the last embie. Im not sure and Im so confused.
Im wondering whether AF is tryng to arrive I have the worst lower back pain which is usually a sign of the wicked witch.
Spent the whole day yesterday in tears..this one has really affected me...tried to go shopping but had to run abck to the car as I was in KMart buying a bean bag and burst into tears...what a freak...Im sure thats what the sales assistant thought of me...we had to go out for dinner last night for my DH's family that were here from Melbourne and was in the worst mood....theymust think Im such a lovely person being that way all night..they dont know anything..OH WELL.....we all have bad days.

My girlfriend from the Sunshine coast is about to arrive to stay the night and visit with hre kids and cant wait..the poor thing will arrive to a friend in tears..but luckily she is close to me and I can do that.....has been on this jouorney with us from day dot.

Well Im sorry to here AF arrived for some of you.

Bec D...good luck today sweetie..........BFP coming your way!

[saph204]

Carla it is so hard to keep all your emotions in check. Sometimes it all just gets to much. I was like that this cycle put it this way, even I though I was nuts and had to ask the murse if this was normal. Your family will understand that this is a very difficult time for you.

We are going to have a break after this cycle if BFN just to get our heads together again.

Glad AF hasn't arrived, When i fell Preg with my son I had Af symptoms for three weeks and Brown spotting (at six weeks) before i found out i was preg at seven weeks so i have my fingers crossed for you. ( We had just started the 12 months of TTC after being told we would not fall preg naturally but had to try for 12 months anyway, oops how wrong they were) I tell you what tues cant come quick enough.

[Acacia]

waiting - I'm sorry, hun You are such a trooper, I tell you. We always see you with your chin up. I hope you're doing ok, and I will keep hoping that the next one is the one, for you and me both

carla, saph - you two have been so strong with all the confusing and difficult signs and symptoms you have been going through, both of you. Carla, it's completely normal to be emotional right now - we all understand - the TWW puts us under a great deal of pressure and stress.

Hang in there, both of you. I will have everything crossed for your BTs tomorrow and will look forward to hearing *lots* of good news. Everything is so promising for you both!

Many hugs!

[Carla MP]

THanks Miss C
Im not too confident with the BT tomorrow. Although AF still hasnt arrived but I have brown spotting every now and then..not alot at all but sometimes when I go to the toilet it is there, this started Friday night...still no Af when she was supposed to come Saturday so Im kinda confused. i feel like I have a bit of pain down there but not really AF pains....who knows. Was going to POAS today but Im pretty sure its a BFN so am tired of spending sooooo much money on HPT....just thought I would wait for the BFN tomorrow!!!
Hope everyone is doing ok...its such a tough time.....i guess it makes us stronger.