HI Everyone,

Well I had a "moment" today (not good when you are at work)... just got all teary and had to go to toilet to pull myself together. The stress of these last few days is just starting to get to me. I really think that I will be clinically insane by the time it gets to my blood test! Nothing much else to report, feeling much the same. Still have a stuffy nose, but don't feel like I am getting sick. So I looked it up on Google (as you do when you are going insane in the TWW) and lo and behold it is a symptom of pregnancy for some women, albeit a weird one! Apparently it can happen to some people due to the increased blood flow. So I am hoping and praying that the reason my nose is stuffy is because I am pregnant , but you know how much we can all read into every little sign.

Apart from that, I have been to the toilet so many times today. Keep thinking that "something is happening" down there... Only think I have been finding is old Crinone, so that AF stays away from me for the next 9 months.

Janet, nice to hear from you... hope you are doing well and get to do you FET sometime in the near future.

Saph, look after yourself darls. Hopefully all the not feeling well is due to a beautiful little baby.

Wishingbaby, so sorry that this was not the month for you. that next time will be your time.

Paula, good to hear you have got an appointment with FS. Get your DH to take very good care of you and you do the same for him. It is a grieving process, so take your time and be kind to yourselves.

To Bel, Karly, Kaydee and Rustybeth and anyone else I have missed lots of

Janie xxx