thanks heaps Smithy. This is such a wonderful, supportive place to come and share my craziness! lol.

jbm: that's great news. santa might deliver on the good this year??

hi buliej

dusty - good luck. i'll be online tomorrow to hear your wonderful news

kelly d - i hope you are wrong with that test and its all good for bt on thurs

wth stay positive bt buddy, it ain't over. that's an order!

miss magpie - hugs for you. hope they let you take another bt soon and it can be sorted for you. if not, you'll have to plan something special to do over xmas, maybe something you won't be able to do next year when you're UTD.

megs mum - i'm hearing you gurlfriend, i ain't goin near dem hpts. i'm scared it will mess with my head even more. hang in there. when's your bt? thurs??

possums: i'm not really feeling much today either, but don't have anything to compare to. don't they say that every pregnancy is differetn? hope the test was wrong for you. good luck with it.

afm: nausea abaited finally, last night then had a melt down. this crinone is turning me into a basket case. jsut got home from a massive 12 hr shift at work. but don't feel too bad, few pains in my tum but feel... normal. slightly nauseous again this arvo but not like yesterday. good thing about being so busy at work is i didn't have time to obsess. am so busy that this week is flying by, which is good.

I haven't worked out when my af is due. i don't really care, it's either yes or no. it'll just be another thing to send me bonkers so have deliberately just not done it. but always been bad at working it out!


hugs for all, sorry if missed anyone.