Kasam and WTH- if you are still lurking, just wanted to send you some love. Hope you are both doing okay after a disappointing cycle. Drop in and let us know how you are,,, if you are up to it. oxox
Wishingbaby- hello and good luck... hope AF does NOT arrive either today or for the next 8 months. ox
KellyD- I'm so sorry for what you've gone through. What a traumatic time, take care of yourself. You are in my thoughts.
TLO - Relaxing is a good idea. Good luck for your BT. thank you for your wishes.
MissMagpie - Thank you for your thoughts, good luck with your natural attempt! at least its heaps more fun that jabbign yourself with needles! lol.
Rach 81 - hang in there lovely. It's so hard to not "symptom spot'' yet sssoooo confusing with the drugs etc. I did some deep breathing and put some quiet music on and this helped settle my mind. good luck. thank you for sending love my way with my bfn.
JBM - I'm so happy you are well and good luck next week. also thank you for the thoughts.
wouldloveabubba - thank you for your wishes/condolences. I have my fingers crossed for you. good luck.
MollyGirl - I didn't get my AF to get a bfn but i also didn't really feel AF coming on. I hope you are feeling much better today. Selfishness is allowed. ox
FG - hang in there lady. but i must admit it did the same thing in the book store, nealy bought 'what to expect...' but am SO glad i didn't. I am praying this is your time.
MeredithD - good luck with the frosties...
Megsmum = hope you are well and taking care of yourself. thank you for the love.
Possusm, Buliej, BecD, Wishing Baby = thank you all so much for sending me your thougths and wishes.
afm: sorry i've been off line all week. just coping with stuff IKYKWIM.
well AF arrived last night with a vengence. unfortunately i used crinone gel so it is quite a horrifying thing. Suppose to go to my work xmas dinner tonight but really, really , really would rather be at home bleeding quietly.
Other than that trauama, DH and I are fairing up well. We feel frustration and disappointment more than anything else. We only have the one frostie so are not hopeful, not counting on, that one to be our answer.
So I'm expecting to start another cycle in January, fingers crossed they'll up my dosage and we'll get a few more frosties this time.
Just want to wish all you ladies a great Christmas, whether or not your dreams come true, and let's have 2009 as a better year for us all? I'll be lurking and contributing where I can. Thank you all so much for your support, it's meant so much to me.
oxoxo
Hayley - I'm so sorry that this was not your time, especially at this time of year, it just makes it doubly hard. Maybe the remaining frostie will be the one...
JBM - wishing you all the best for your transfer and TWW...here's hopeing its the one. best of luck!
MeredithD - welcome once again to the wonderful TWW...that sounds like a great result for your embies, and hope that those on board are snuggling in well, also hope you get some frosties.
mollygirl - sounds like you had a crap day and just need a big hug! with crinone who knows what is AF and what is pg and what is just stupid drugs...stay positive, it's not over yet, not by a long shot!
TLO - what a great idea staying home, sounds like you needed some time out, and that is not being selfish at all! hang in there - not long to go now...
rach - hope that you are regaining a little sanity...lets hope that embies and body are meeting to become one for the next 9 months!
wouldloveababba - for thinking of all of us when you have having such a hard time...thanks
AFM - I had acupuncture last night which i love but was dredding as the needles always hurt a bit more in the lead up to AF - but last night was inconclusive as a couple hurt a bit more than usual, but then others did not...so who knows. I'm quietly optimistic, but dont want to get too excited as I dont know what the side effects could be from the asprin/heparin. But although I've got pains, they are not really AF, more digging/stabbing pains under my ribs - but then again they seem too high to be anything related to my embies snuggling in and making them selves at home. BB get tingaly and then it goes, no soreness so that is no help either, but on the up side not really getting my PMS 'anger at DH' feelings.... who knows what it all means - prob nothing!
AF is due Sun, so migh POAS then. For me the progesteron pessiaries keep AF away so that is no indicator. BT is tuesday, which I"m going to take off for the first time as I know I will fall to pieces if it is a BFN.
Farmgirl - I'm not sure if it was due to the same thing, but a work colleague of mine had had 4 m/c's when the testing finally worked out that she would need to take asprin post conception. The first time she conceived again after that treatment plan was put in place she carried the baby to full term. They are both happy and healthy and she has gone on to have 2 more. This was a couple of years ago now, but sometimes it can be the smallest thing that can fix all our woes.
I just wanted to pass on a story of hope and happiness and wishing you all the best for Sunday.
Im not feeling the love in regard to my uterus, it's cramping and I have that distinct feeling AF is on her way, due Monday !!! I have he worst PMS - so I rang my clinic and my FS is back early Jan, I am starting a Stim Cycle this time, as opposed to my antagonist in Oct/Nov - so if AF behaves and stays on day 28's - I should be back sniffing and injecting in the new year - oh am I going to have a champagne or 2 on NYE !!
Hey wouldloveabubba - I hope you are wrong and they are the good cramps. TWW sucks and it is so hard to interpret what your body is doing! Goodluck hun!
FG - YAY on the AP. I hope your feeling is right - even though I know it is scarey to actually contemplate a BFP. I think having the day off is a good idea for some you time regardless of the outcome! Which by the way I hope hope hope hope hope hope is positive!
grub11 - sounds like 2009 is going to be a great year for you hun. I am so over 2008!!! Ready for a fresh start - like so many other girls I think!
MeredithD - goodluck with the TWW!
TLO - good on you for staying home..... you have been through a lot ... give yourself a break! I am sure you'll be better at work when you return!
Go JBM!!!!
AFM - getting there..... ever so slowly! I have been having weird cramping/sensations in my uterus. Hard to tell if its AF - due next Wednesday?????? or something a little more miraculous! Here is hoping for the latter! Still have massive/sore BBs.
I know that I'm bad, evil, jumping the gun...but after feeling not so good today at work, I just POAS and got a !
Told DH who automatically went into emotion control...will not belive it till we get the BT, and besides there is a good chance it could be another chem or we lose it early...but two lines!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! OMG i might be having a baby (or two )
I have to keep looking at it to make sure this is real...I just hope it is not a false positive...
for thinking of all of us when you have having such a hard time...thanks
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