Well no good news for me :-(
AF arrived - it's almost black (tmi) and clotty - so even as I kept my positive thoughts last night, I had those crampy pains that I had when I had my m/c, and I knew my body was cramping everything along, BT was to be Thursday, so I didnt even get a proper TWW, which would be right .. :-(
I will see FS this week - she wanted me to have a break this cycle as I had the eleven eggs, and I have no frosties - and with the xmas closure of the clinic - I couldn't fit another cycle in - so its the new year for us - my biological clock ticking away .. when is it going to be our turn
Wouldloveabubba - I'm so sorry sweetie I know how hard it is, and I also had the really black bleeding and painful AF after first IVF, just to rub our noses in it
It's so hard with the clock ticking away, the pressure is unbelievable isn't it???
I found it helped once I had grieved a bit to try and make a bit of a plan to have something to focus on....I have used the time waiting to try and get fitter, eat better, and we tried naturally even though the chances are slim, it made me feel more in control and on top of things while we were waiting.
Wouldlove - am so sorry..when/if AF arrives after a cycle it normally does so with a vengeance. I always have MUCH more flow and much more pain. All the drugs build up the endmetrium so...well what can I say. Mine is just starting to calm down now.
Take care of yourself..unfortunately I cant do another cycle this year either...so here's to a BFP for both of us in January..
Wouldluvabubba
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I know how hard it is, and I also had the really black bleeding and painful AF after first IVF, just to rub our noses in it
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