Hi girls, thanks for your good wishes today. It's so nice to have such caring people to share the ups and downs of this rollercoaster we all ride.

I thought I was prepared for a negative result on Friday but when it came through as "in limbo" I felt worse. If it didn't stick, it didn't stick but to have a low hcg level suggests something happened but didn't stay... I just wish we could know the processes our body goes through along the way after ET.

Even though it was planned to fill another prescription on Saturday for more pessaries, my spotting was a bit heavier and turned red (TMI!), I was crampy and emotional.. I knew AF was on its way so I spoke to the Nurse who rang the FS and they said if I didn't want to get more pessaries that's ok and they'd leave it up to me. The little bit of control I could get over this cycle I seized and I didn't fill the prescription, AF arrived as expected on Sunday and today I feel much better knowing where I'm at. BT today showed levels have dropped to 6. I'm ok with that.. need to go back next week to make sure levels drop back to 0.

I'm looking forward to a month off, drug free.. We'll have a go at a FET in November. We have 7 frosties, one of them's gotta be "the one".

Thank you so much for being supportive. I really do wish you all the very best with your journeys. Hopefully we'll cross paths again in the AC thread, and even better, later on in the PG thread!

Nicole & Luckystrike, so glad to read you're doing well. Best of luck for the next 9 months.