I understand your fear
I would look at it as getting a step closer to motherhood.
Its the only thing that has gotten me through everything I have had to endure this last 8 1/2 years.

I cant believe you took a taxi all the way to mooroolbark from the city. (We use to own and run a cafe in mooroolbark a couple of years ago)

Hopefully your Lap goes smoothly. I am going to be having one soon after a SHG and at the same time as my hysteroscopy.

If you need anyone to talk to feel free to email me cnkaeser@hotmail.com

Cazz