I still celebrated Mother's Day with my mum, but it was always a sad day. Especially after experiencing m/c's. I felt like everyone was feeling sorry for me too, so that was uncomfortable. For me it was just a reminder what I didn't have, what I'd been through, what could've/should've been... quite an emotional day. Any day that focused on family was tough really. I avoided family get togethers when ltttc, I didn't want to have to watch everyone having the life (with children) that I so desperately wanted. I dreaded Christmas, birthdays etc. I didn't go to my own sisters baby shower. Just too much at the time.
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