Thanks girls for the comforting words, wouldn't that be nice to have a crying session together...with lots of chocolate, at least we can get it all out....but talking to you helps me a lot too at this time as none of my friends know we are go through IVF and I have no one to cry to... this must be the first time hit me so hard, for some reason I was hoping this cycle is it...but its just not meant to be I guess...

Now I worry I will ever get pregnant, I saw on both your tickers, at least you can get pregnant, I've never been pregnant in my life...the bleeding is not full stream yet, maybe because I am still using the crinone gel...I don't have much hope though

Janine, I so hope AF will stay away from you and I have everything crossed for you sweetie...

Ellie, please let us know how you get along with TTW...I will be checking on you

Thanks BecG, you experience is such an incredible story and you must be a super strong woman, it is this kind of story that keeps me going...