I'm in an absolute state this morning...have next test today...this is still so scarey as so much has gone wrong at this stage in the past...I feel like I'm going to start crying and never stop...and I feel so guilty that I'm so lucky to have even got to this stage...and what if the little one can sense my sadness/fear...I seriously think the years of TTC have officially done my head in!!!! It's going to be another long day. Thanks for listening.