Hey Ellie, sorry things are being so tough for you right now. Your boss sounds really insensitive... quite strange. Hmm, whats with the dodge pot plant?? Where are you moving to?? I know FET seems ages away, but time does go quite quickly, and for us, well, the time is something you need, to be able to get over your lost baby. For ages after i didnt think i would be ok, i just kept thinking what if. Now i feel better, sad still for the baby we wont ever hold, but positive for our future, and the maybe's...I hope things start to get better