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[Tunz]

Well the 1st thing I want to say is that you are so not alone. I feel your pain & know what you are going thru & the heartache you've endured. This is a really supportive line for people to vent & I have always felt better using bb when at my lowest points. I too have been trying to conceive for 5 years now, going thru around 6 ivf treatments. It doesn't get easier but you need to be kind to yourself & do what pleases you most. I can relate to you when you say your sil had a healthy baby girl & you lost yours. I have lost 4 pregnancies altogether, one of my babies was still born. Close friends who have had healthy babies know nothing about how painful it is. They are so ignorant & stupid, I do love them but hate them at the same time as they have got no idea how what to say or how to act around me so I too find it easier to not bother about them. Be strong & I hope and pray you find happiness & your dream of having a baby comes true. A big hug & kiss to you.... Tunz

[fefe76]

Thank u all for your replies

I will be starting IVF asap now, about to phone up and get all the costs etc

xxx