no more trying and hoping,
no more crossing fingers,
no more praying,
at this point (not even more doctors, they clearly have doen nothing so far)
I AM SICK OF EVERYTHING !!!!
I cant take another person telling me THEY ARE PG i am up to 13 ppl in 12 months i cant take it.....
Many people say cheer up not having a baby is not the end of the world well you know what u clueless ****s IT IS THEN END OF MINE!! i am so over it all, i cant take it anymore
I AM GOING TO CRAWL UP IN A BALL AND PRAY FOR THIS STAGE OF MY LIFE TO BE OVER MAYBE WAKE UP IN 5 YEARS ....I HATE IT ALL!!!!
I wsh you were closer to cus..... there is nothin worse than feeling like this when all my friends are out of town and russ has gone out ....i amjust gunna have a cry and a sleep .... dont see the point in following through with docs for what i am NEVER GUNNA GET MY BFP.......
Bellabee...I'm not going to tell you that you will get your bfp, because I just don't know that. But I am going to urge you not to give up. There is hope. For nearly two years I truly believed my destiny was to either never fall pregnant, or to lose every pregnancy I was blessed with. I now have a 5 month old daughter
Don't give up. Like the other ladies here, I so understand your pain. It's a hard journey and one that shouldn't be so very hard. It's so unfair, so very unfair that we can't have babies as easily as others can. I hope you find the strength to keep going, please remember that people around you love you and wish they could make your dreams come true too, it's just hard to find the right words
The other thing i wanted to say hun is USE BB, it's here for this sort of thing, to talk to people going through the same things as yourself, people who know how you feel.
I know i don't 'GET IT'like someone who has been through it but i've seen the pain it causes some of the most beautiful people i know, i've seen how it's turned another relative into someone i never thought he would be, so while i don't get it i'm here to lend an ear and for you to know that i will listen, i wont judge and i love you more than you know.
I'm so sorry for all of your pain. I won't tell you not to give up b/c only you know when is the time to stop and start living a somewhat 'normal' life again. Please vent to us, it will help xx
If you like girls I can pm BG your name in FB and you can add each other.
So glad you have someone to chat to in my absence.
Will let you know if I'm down over x-mas and hopefully we can catch up.
Sent from my iPhone, more than likely while I should be doing something else!
Huge hugs to you sweety. Im so sorry you are going through such a terrible time. I can feel the pain in your post and I understand that at this very moment you want to give up, and its ok to think that right now if it helps. It doesnt mean you'll feel that way tomorrow or in a month, or in a year, but for right now its ok. I totally get what you are saying about everyone else being pg and wondering why you never got a turn. Its so unfair. I hope that talking to BG allows you to release some of that deep hurt thats inside you.
Hi bellabee, just wondering how you are feeling at the moment and hoping you are okay :hugs: I hope the new year brings some optimism for you and a surprise BFP xxx
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dont see the point in following through with docs for what i am NEVER GUNNA GET MY BFP.......
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