Thanks keen, and i think i need all the stickyvibes i can get, as i am feeling really down and negitive, i cant stop crying as i feel in my heart that we werent successful, and i am now looking for the signs that i am going to get my period, i really hate this and i feel so stupid and embarrased as i really thought it was going to work

my mum and partner still believe there is a possibilty for this month as my period isnt due till the 11th and as they said, they will believe its over when they see that i have a period and until then they are still hoping and praying, i wish i had there attitude, but i just dont, i think by me doing that pregnancy test the other night and it being negitive has just made me lose all hope,

but i really would like to thank you and jemel, as you have been so kindy and friendly and jemel you hang in there sweetie, not to long now till you do your test