Hi Jessie,
You are definitely not alone - im just about to do my 7th cycle with ivf. I did fall preg twice but lost both times - i will be going again in June/July using BIL sperm and hopefully this will do the trick - am still not giving up. Yesterday was a bad day - I try so hard to keep positive and most of the time I am but when i get low i get really really low and yesterday was one of those days - i said to DH that i felt like cancelling the cycle as we have run out of money and at times it feels just useless continuing - but he proped me up and said we've come this far we can't quit now and then he said I never figured you for a quitter so today I'm working on my attitude and trying to pull myself up and get ready for the next round - I wish you all the luck in the world as i know how devasting the negative result is. Chin up Jessie keep fighting for what you want and whats in your heart. :hugs: to you and i will send you some positive vibes.