well after making 4 big eggs and finding out the dp sperm has improved and then OHSS i still got my period, honestly you would think with having 4 eggs surely i could of got one of them to make me a baby??????? i am so bloody angry and frustrated. I know that there are alot of women in here that are going through a hard time and i probably shouldnt be carring on like this but i am just so tired of this. for the last 8 yrs i have had nothing but fertility in my mind, next month it will be 6 yrs since i have fallen pregnant, i just want this to be over i want to be able to wake up in the morning and the first thing i want to think about is what a nice day it is instead of fertility, i have had so many people tell me to give it a break but my mind just doesnt stop i wish i could wake up and think of something else other then infertility, i am busy all the time i am working plus running a household on my own ( dp works away) as well as raising a 5 yr old so its not like i am sitting around doing nothing,but i still manage to think about babies all day, 6 yrs i am tried of it and just wish i could walk away for a while and live life a little happier but my mind just wont let it go
sorry dp is away and just got af so i am here alone. i know i am being stupid and need to pull it together, just so angry and i cant stop typing
ok going to go before i carry on some more, thanks for allowing me to have a vent.
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