Hi Penny,
I wish I could give you a big hug and sit down for a cuppa and cake!
I am so sorry that this cycle has been a bust for you
Good Luck with everything! I have my fingers crossed for you.
SAM
Hi Penny,
Don't feel bad about being a bit mad. You are very entitled to feel anything you want right now. Being angry and frustrated means that you care, and have a lot invested in this process. And you must have been feeling reasonable positive, and that's why you feel let down. I feel for you my dear, and i hope you are feeling a bit better now.
Keep up the posting on BB - i find it helps make you feel better, just by letting it out in a place where people can truely understand and sympathise (without pity!!).
Take care :hugs:
Jo
Thanks so much Sam & Jo I really appreciate your kind words
I really dont know whats going on, usually when i get my af the first day i am hurt, angry frusturated and sad but i always get it together a day or two later, usually i do things to cheer myself up and to think positive for the next cycle. But this time round i am really struggling, i dont want to think about my next cycle i dont feel like doing something to cheer myself up, my dp comes home tomorrow and usually the night before he gets home i am jumping around the house and excited, but really with the way i feel right now i just dont care, dp is taking me to my first city ever ( brisbane) for the weekend and i really dont want to go, where as last week i couldnt wait as i have never been to a city before as i am a country girl through and through. I am so tired of fighting with my body to give me a baby, taking fertility drugs and getting needles and none of it has helped. I am so sorry guys i just have never felt like this before and i dont want to talk to any of the family cos i just couldnt be bothered, all they keep saying to me is " be happy penny" or " why arent you talking much" really they have no idea.
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