Hi Missy,
No I don't mind you asking.
I had four children with no problems at all and then my first angel daughter died in utero at 15 weeks and 4 days. I then had a miscarriage at 5.5 weeks. I then had my angel son die in utero at 14 weeks and 3 days. I then had another early loss and am now pregnant again. These deaths in utero had no signal that anything was amiss - they were detected during routine visits so the shock was awful as it is for any loss. No pathology has been found as to why this has happened.

I just pray every day that this little one grows healthy and strong and that my body can support his/her growth.

I don't think you ever get over it. Each pregnancy is fraught with fear and anxiety and it takes everything I have just to keep it at bay. I am sorry to hear about your losses too. It is very hard... :hugs:
Congratulations on your pregnancy I wish you a safe, happy and healthy one...